♥ the [ P A R T Y ] girl ♥

Hi there, miss me?

2011-09-28T14:12:00.002+08:00

Hey, my bloggers! How's life now? It's been a long time i din update my blog. There's lots of things happen in this one year.

Everytime i tried to updat my blog but i just couldn't. There's lots of things i wanna say but just donno where to start with.

I got a boyfriend on january, but we're end on May. There's lots of quarrels between us or maybe i just dont have the strenght enough to trust someone again. I scared of getting hurt.

I know, in my heart there's always a HE inside there. It will be forever HIM. Eventhough he got a lovely girlfriend, i just hope they will be together forever. I never hope tat he would be mine one day.
I will just keep him in my heart queitly tat no one will knows.

I tried to have a few relationships after tat, but i just cant get through myself for trusting someone. I know, TRUST is an important thing in a relationships. But then, i've been through lots of relationships tat tells me: the more u trust someone, the more they will betray u.
Amd it's really sorry tat if i din trust anyone of u. It's just a protection for me not to be hurt by anyone again.

I turns out to be a really party girl, i club i party n i drink everynight non-stop just to fill up my lonliness n emptiness. I dont mean to be like this, but this life makes me more happier. I cant sleep without alcohols. And i always insomnia till midnight just then can sleep.

And this turns my body having lots of sickness. Gastric pain, my liver is not strong enough for me to keep on smoking lots n drink. Sighz.

And now, im moving to a new place in KL. I left kuching, just to wish tat i can have a new life, a new starting. To forget the past and esp HIM.

I will try my best, this is wad i promise to myself.
Eventually, i still love u always in my heart.

The guy in the picture is my HE.
And rest of the pictures are just an update pics in this few months.

我会幸福

2011-01-13T18:44:00.004+08:00

傻孩子，在过去的某一天，你遇到了一个人。他的出现教会你什么叫做幸福，他的出现告诉你什么是安心，他的出现让你体会什么叫做无忧无虑。

傻孩子，在过去的某一天，有一个人在你耳边对你说：我爱你。他会告诉你，以后他会给你幸福。他会对你说，什么都不要想，一切都有我去想。他还会说，我要和你牵着手走下去，我们要见证现实中的幸福。

你就这么一直相信着。坚守着。执着着。直到有一天，你所站的地方只留下了你一个人。

傻孩子，他离开了。

不是眼花，不是玩笑，不是幻觉，只是，他真的离开了。

傻孩子，不要等待。

等待，没有结果，没有意义，只会让伤害绵延不绝的出现。

傻孩子，你的幸福来得那么轻易，因为你只要傻傻的相信他就好了，简简单单的看他为你所做的一切，也许只是一点微不足道的小事，却也让你的心里充满幸福。

傻孩子，幸福用完了，不扔掉，就只剩下了伤感和落寞。

傻孩子，你可以傻，但是不可以不放下。放下，不是放开，而是从心里忘掉他给过你的幸福。忘掉你们曾经承诺过得幸福，忘掉你们曾经欢笑的记忆，甚至，忘掉你曾经认识他。

傻孩子，他走了，不会再回来。他和你，就是两个世界。你们本是两个剧本里的角色，本就没有在一起的道理。

傻孩子，你会有你的MR.right，他在你应该存在的世界等你，你又怎么忍心让他那么久等呢？他走了，他不是你的王子，何必要傻傻地看着他的背影流泪，却让你真正的王子在你背后忧伤？

傻孩子，你要狠下心来，删除他的一切，电话、QQ、飞信，一切的一切，因为你们已经是平行线，没有交错的可能。又何必让自己看着过去的事情放不下呢？看着过去的美好，你就迈不开走向未来的脚步，你就不能把它尘封在心底，你就不能接受该属于你的平凡的幸福。

傻孩子，这世界上本就没有什么王子和灰姑娘的故事，也许你会遇到，但是那只是遇到，不代表你会拥有。他，只是无意闯入你世界的一个过客。傻孩子，过客就注定不能停留，你又何必勉强？

傻孩子，也许你该学会恨一个人，那样你会活得更简单。但是，你不会，也许一辈子都学不会。那么，就学着忘记吧。过去的人，就不应该在生命里刻上痕迹。所以，忘记吧。

傻孩子，你可以傻，但是真的不可以放不下。

你要记得，没有人会在你吃饭的时候帮你拿筷子或者勺子，给你端来你最爱喝的水，所以，你要学会自己记得拿筷子自己买水。

你要记得，吃完饭以后没有会再帮你端盘子，所以，你要学会自己收拾盘子。

你要记得，甚至可能没有人陪你吃饭，因为他曾经是那样以你为中心，当你需要的时候，他总是会第一个出现，但是，他不在了，你要学会一个人，吃饭，学习，回家……

傻孩子，你要学会看着手机安静也不以为是它坏掉了，因为不会有人在像他那样，24小时骚扰你，也许只为了问你一句“干嘛呢？”，但是，你必须习惯，因为他走了。你需要自己的生活，去追求自己的幸福和过好自己的生活。

傻孩子，不要因为一个人的伤感，而去伤害更多得人。也许你不在意，也许你只是不小心，也许你只是有一点点的寒冷，但是，感情不是赌注也不是一种可以移植的产品，不要那么轻易的接受一段感情，只因为，当你不希望被轻易伤害的时候，别人同样也不。

傻孩子，放下心中曾经的那个人，敞开你的心去面向整个世界，去接受可能的幸福，去发现这个世界的美丽，去珍惜你生命里应当存在的人，去守护你生命里出现的那些轨迹。去回头看看，你身后的人。傻孩子，生活和爱情都不是童话，放下心，看一个生活中的人要比思念一个只活在印象中的人要简单和幸福的多。

傻孩子，你可以继续傻傻的相信另外的人，但是不要在傻傻的放不下，那样等于用曾经的落寞断送未来的幸福。

傻孩子，当你行走的时候，请不要看着影子悲伤，当你向着太阳行走的时候再落寞的影子也在你的身后。请相信，会幸福。

傻孩子，请相信，会幸福，当幸福来到的时候，请敞开胸怀去接受吧，然后，好好的经营、呵护。用最单纯的感情去恋爱，就好像从没有受伤一样，不要让下一个人去弥补已经离开人留下的伤害。

傻孩子，请相信，会幸福。一定一定。

L.O.S.T

2010-10-19T22:38:00.005+08:00

18/10/2010 Monday

Monday again! my offday...
having a nice sleep on my bed, but was awake by my stupid phone from JESS CHU!
grrr.....

we're out to lunch together that i brought Cindii along with me.
we went to Asian Recipe to eat my kimchi friedrice.
but it's raining heavily and i couldn't wash my car. very angry lo.

after lunch, i went back home to get my G900 to the workshop to fix it.
it's getting stupid with the phone, my touch screen cant touch at all and kept on On & Off.
so sending to the workshop..luckily im not driving, Jess is the driver for the day =)
raining day, with slippery roads & traffic jams. i hate it!

we have no place to go after this, cindii said she wanna back home to rest 1st. so we sent her back home. and left me n jess, two of us.
we had really no place to go that we went to Star Cineplex to watch movie.
i forget wad movie we watch. after the movie, we went to somewhere 3rd mile to had our dinner.
and after dinner, it's time to go home.

&&&&&
i have to thanks for JESS CHU for all the payment today =)
hahahahhaahah...thanks alot!

after sending JESS back, i went to find my Dear Andrianna lerh.
but then jess suddenly messaged me and wanna go my home to find me =_=
wad the hell is he doing this guy?
drove home and waited for him, just because of he wanna lend my com to online..
goshh... hahahaha...no worries, i wont blame u.

after Jess left, i went to Fusion to meet up my gangs n friends.
ngekngek~~~ that's all for the day..

有太多太多的原来
有太多太多的不爱

纵然我对你又太多太多的不舍
那又如何最后的结局只是放弃。

Flamingo!

2010-10-18T09:14:00.005+08:00

17/10/2010 Sunday

it's sunday!

had a date with Odie n Lyanne.
we went Fusion to meet up Zoe.
Gigi & Christina come along too.

was sitting at Fusion talking trash till almost time for our movie.
we watched

剑雨
Reign Of Assassins

this movie not bad, actually it's better than Detective Dee.
i remember one of the quotes in the movie.
“我愿化为石桥，受五百年风吹，日晒，雨打。。。只愿有一天你会从桥上走过。”

after movie, we went to Flamingo for singing & drinking.

Lyanne n me

was really angry and fade up bout kim.
so lyanne teaches me to burn her up.

just let it to be BURNED.

pity bout Odie's hand =(
sorry..

my teeth mark on Odie's hand =P

us. with our memories.

Lyanne leave us 1st, lucas came to pick her back home.
so left me n odie. odie n me was moody. sighz.
so we played snooker there.
i found that only the time i smoke while playing snooker just the balls will get in.
hahaha..funny right?

after flamingo then go home lo. it's already 2am dy.

那么多的也许
那么多的伤与痛
那么
你可以试着放下自己的包袱
对着天空笑笑
说
我很开心
你做得到的。

I.M.I.S.S.U

2010-10-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

16/10/2010 Saturday

went to Fusion at night.
Zoe dated me there.
alone sitting there waiting for Zoe to arrive.

beth n kim was here too. we sat together.
once i saw them, my heart aches so bad and i dunno why.
i know they're together. but no one tells me.

zoe arrived but she sat at another table.
so i changed sit to there. but beth n kim changed place to our sits too.
cing lee came, and she sat another table. zoe went to her place to sit, i just followed.

my mood swing that night, coz something had happen. sighz.
i dont wish this happen. i know, we're still friends right? no matter what. i forgive u.
kim n beth went clubbing that night.
left me, sharon n zoe at fusion.
we're at fusion till 3am in the morning.
was talking this and that, had fun =)

thanks Sharon & Zoe for accompany me that night.
i will feel alright soon.

[金]
我会放弃你，
只因为我还是很爱他。

15/10/2010 Friday

it's Friday!!! =）
going out with my babes! Josephine Bannavong & Cindii..
with Diinson, Leon, Jason, Niq & JiaSheng.

after work, i direct went to 101 to find jo n the others there.
was sitting there limteh with them and waiting for jason & cindii to come.
but they were busy gambling at somewhere.
waited for so long, but they still din arrive.

so we changed place to Room18, coz feeling like wanna sing k?
saw some familiar people inside there.

this is the very 1st time i heard jiasheng singing.
he sang one of the song and his sound was really like girl sound! OMG.
and he had a great voice same as Sam Lee.

after room18, we went to Petanak to have our supper.
and it's time to go home =)

只想你看我多一眼，
只想你想我多一点。

[他]

14/10/2010 Thursday

after work, i dated Stella Lo out!
it's been ages i din see her. i guess it's already for few years?
hmm..i miss her very much!

went to pick her up at somewhere chonglin plaza.
then we went to Fusion. met up beth n kim.
they were like very surprised when they saw me.
i knew wad happen. but all i can is just kept quiet.

was sitting there having a big chit-chat with them.
feeling quite alright after those. hmm..

i dunno wad had happen to me.. i really dunno.
i start confusing on who i want and who i love.
him or her? or neither both? i really dunno. sighz.
fine, just leave it.

是不是你一直都在我的心里。
所以我一直都放不下你？

赖斯平！

detective dee

2010-10-14T22:03:00.004+08:00

13/10/2010 Wednesday

Wednesday, it comes to my offday again!
slept till afternoon 1pm, waiting for calls confirm for who and where having lunch later.
woke up and get ready for everything then went to pick Cindii & Jason from their house.
going to town having chicken rice with josephine, diinson & leon.
we all ate till very very very super duper full!

after our lunch, me n leon wanted to go for car wash.
but then the others kept on complained dun need car wash coz it's going to rain later.
but then, we still wanted to go...in the end after the car wash.
the sky really rained very heavily! damn it.

after car wash, i sent my car to service.
leon came to pick me up with the others in the car.
went to my bank to take money then went to pay my car loan.
sighz, im broke enough. i need money!
then we went back to the service centre to take my car. =)

our next location is the spring! going to have our movie later.
we bought the ticket, and i saw something very surprised!
i saw beth n kim walked together!..whoooo! there should be something i guess.
was quite disappointed when i saw them, i know my tears dropped at that moment.
it quite hurts me ='(
we went to airport to meet josephine and ally there! they bring their poodles there for?? i dunno too.. hmm..
then we going back to the spring. for waiting the movie. but while waiting for the movie, we went to sugarbun to have our dinner there.

we watched Detective Dee, this movie was choosen by Diinson.
he said alot of people said that this movie not bad, very nice!

Detective Dee

but i found this movie quite boring @@, i dun really like this movie. i dunno why.
i dun like the contents, it's quite un-logic. was almost fall asleep during the movie.
but it was too cold that i was freezing inside, cant sleep.

after the movie, we went to Open Air to have dinner again coz Josephine not yet eat.
but i din eat la, just drank my longan drink.
leon left 1st, he's going to platform with his friends.
but he asked me to go along after they left.
so i went there, but diinson them went there too.. hahahaha..
they were surprised when they saw me there.

i left quite early from Platform, coz i felt like going to Fusion cafe.
went to Fusion cafe, kim n beth was there. okie, this is weird.
they two kept on sticking with each other since the night after kuching park.
heartaches damn much but i cant said out.

beth promised me wont fall in love to kim.
i believed her. this is wad she promised me.

12/10/2010 Tuesday

after work, went to my dance class.
after dance class, went to Fusion Cafe to meet up the rest of them there.
Ivy going to celebrate her birthday again at Platform.
and she's going to KL the next day.
after drinking i went to massage at ThienJing.
was tired and exhausted , maybe because of playing to much drugs?
sighz..

i dunno why i become like this.
im not the old angel anymore. the innocent one?
nowadays...smoking, drinking, taking drugs is just like my life.
everyday cant live without. why? i don't know.
the only reason is because i still love him so much? that i couldn't live without.

只发现到，
到了最后，
我的最爱，
爱的还是你。

永远的[他]

11/10/2010 Monday

i din go anywhere today.
just stayed at home updating my blog.
called kim, she said she having a serious headache in the car and cant drive home.
i was very nervous that i wanted to go have a look on her.
but then she said it's okie. she can drive and will msg me when she reached home.
i waited for her call for so damn long, but in the end she did msg me.
just a msg, i just can sleep safely.

i started to think alot of things that bout me n kim.
hmm..do i really like her? or maybe i just like her but im not in love with her.
okie fine, just make a deal. she'll always be my friend, and we're impossible to be together.
even if i do love her, i dont think my family will accept this kind of lesbian relationship?
i gonna get kill by my mom. fine, i just found that i love him more =(
i need u baobei, where u? sighz.

每当我想起你，
我就会点一根烟。
告诉自己，
只可以想你直到这根烟吸完为止。

永远的唯一。[他]

10/10/2010 Sunday

was really boring after work.
went home and did nothing.
update my blog n update my facebook.
wanted to watch my DVD but ryo called me out to have dinner.

we went to Kado to have my chicken spaghetti & my jasmine green tea with jelly!
online, chit-chat alot of rubbish there.
just when until i tired, then went home.
reached home direct went to back without thinking. coz im TIRED!
ggrrr!!! the results of din diansui for tonight.

朋友们都问我，
为什么没有戴着你送我的项链。
我回答说，
你已成了我的回忆，
只想把它好好的收藏起来。

*你送的礼物，是我维持下去的力量。*

唯一的[他]

Kang Hua's Birthday!

2010-10-10T09:44:00.010+08:00

09/10/2010 Saturday

It's coming to weekend again! Mr. Saturday.
and it's Mr. Chai Kang Hua's birthday bash at Sensation!
it's located at Jalan Song, the back of Essensual, upstairs.
it's a karaoke lounge actually, and it's quite nice lo..
ngekngek! reserved mostly the whole Sensation down that night.
i took quite alot of pictures that night, so just let the pictures tells the story.

desmond n hua.

best friends always.

we're all busy singing songs, drinking, talking shits and this n that.
soon, it's time to sing the birthday song to our birthday boy.
my dear took the cake out, but then desmond very busy body that wanna take pictures of dear giving him the cake like giving the prizes.

i dunno why dear de eyes like that.

this is how the cake looks like.
No Smoking! No More Angry.
Credits for Clement Chung! from taka cake house, MJC.

let's prepare to sing!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH HUA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

i know, i looks funny is this clothes. damn. i looked so fat!!!
grr...

see that alfred (black) sing till sooooooo =___=''
and ahjie stand till so haolian...

Alfred n ahjie

just simply capture for fun.

alfred n amy!
they disturb them. coz there was a rumors before that alfred ever chased amy before!
hahahahaha..

alfred sing for amy?

me n jie

desmond, me n hua

me n hua

me n dear *hearts*

and they wanted to disturb hua by blowing the condom.

his friend getting the condom for him

CONDOM!

but ended ahhua said wanna go toilet to wash the oily condom away, and he managed to throw the condom away. damn it!

11pm, beth find me. she said she's bored.
so came to find me. i drove my car home n she picked me up.
as we planned we wanted to go for movie, but ended we stopped at Fusion for meeting up kim n ivy.
went to Travillion that night, but i din get down from car.
feeling not right so just stayed in car.
we parked somewhere far from the club but still at travillion area.
and we all jumped in to kim's car diansui =_= hahaha...

we diansui till 3am something and i not yet back home.
was kinda tipsy dizzy. but i still have to drive beth's car home coz she already cant drive =_=
but very lucky that i successfully drove back to beth's home.
then kim sent me home.

that night, they all were at Kuching Park stayed one night to diansui..
WOO! too bad, im not there =(

Insomnia & Ivy & Gerd's Birthday

2010-10-09T09:13:00.013+08:00

08/10/2010 Friday

FRIDAY!! counted as weekend?
there were two of my friends having their birthday bash at Travillion.
too bad that they're not in the same club. one was at Barzing, one was at Emperor.
and this two place is 1 at the very front, and the other one is at the very end.
FUUUYOOHHHH!
was like a crazy girl running here n there. people around must be thinking that why i always walked here n there.

went to barzing meet up GERD CHAN!
it's his birthday.. i forget how old. sorry.

me n stephanie kung!
she's pretty right? hmm....

GERD CHAN! the birthday boy =)

Barcadi Apple for the night!

neng khai & their friend.

GERD GERD =)

Olivia sim.

i met her in the middle of no where, she's somewhere there dancing with her friends.
and she's my senior from school.

us!
me, amelia, gerd n stephanie!

me, amey & steph.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GERD CHAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

lamborgini flaming for him!!!!
and i dunno why i seems like so happy lohhh...=_=
see my face laughed till like that.

so, after the birthday countdown here,
kim messaged me that ivy gonna countdown her birthday soon too!
run very fast to Emperor...*but not that fast la, coz i was still wearing high heels for that night.*

IVY SIM & someone her friend birthday together.
and their birthday cake was very AWESOME!
OMG! it's cute!!!!! love them very much!

the pink strawberry cake was ivy's.
and there's an ANT cake for her friend.
and can u guess notice that there some shots with straw on it?
it's very special..

as the same way, counting down for
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IVY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

there were some shots on the cake.
so they have to drink all of them.

drink till very hard?

SEE!!!!
how cute were the ants all climbing on the HEINEKEN tin.....

cut cake!
only the top can cut.

Baobei, happy birthday!

ivy n me =)

after all the birthday party, i got home by 2am?
and i cant imagine that i only have 2 hours time to sleep for working the next day.
i must be very tired the next day.

GOD BLESS ME! AMEN~

07/10/2010 Thursday

i had a bad mood today. i dont know why.
feeling very pekchek.. sighz. maybe need to sambung electric dy.
wanted to sleep but cant. so went to 101 to find cindii. they were at Adrick's shop.
bought RM50 stocks, then went to meet Kim at Fusion.
then had a great night in the car feeding mosquitoes with Kim n Ivy. =_=

back home, i got a serious INSOMNIA night. i cant sleep. =_=
even though how hard i tried to sleep, i failed.
& i missed him very much in a sudden. dont ask me why. coz i dont know. =(

每次甜蜜的时候会觉得能走好久好久
但是脆弱的时候却觉得那么不堪一击
想想都会想哭
缺点数不过来优点记得很清楚
对我好我都知道
每次幸福的都想要大声炫耀

[我唯一的最爱]

SiewSiew's wedding & Platform Night

2010-10-07T03:42:00.011+08:00

06/10/2010 Wednesday

it's my offday, and it's also my ex colleague's wedding dinner.
hmm, her wedding dinner held at Banquet.

before going to the dinner, of coz im going to make up myself into a very pretty princess XD
lol, i just go for a hair wash and curled my hair nia laaa....
then, rushing to Banquet coz it's already very late.
but when i reached there, winnie, michelle n janice were sitting outside there smoking.
hahahaha..im going there to smoke too XD

when it's almost time, we went in to wait for the wedding to start.
soon...wedding starts!!!

TADA!!!!!!!!!
ahsiew & Jimmy.

they cut the cake.
this picture quite blur coz i zoom too close dy.

taken by Janice Kee!! hahaha..

and i met our ex colleagues too!
apple, rose, siawching, annie, shirley, laura, and some others.

rose, apple & me!
i miss them lots n lots...

me n rose

cut??

after the dinner, we left quite early. coz we gonna go to the other station! =)
we going HOME!

patricia & me!
i know i looks very cute in the pictures! hahahaha...

in the middle of half way, kim came HOME to look for me.
accompany her till every of my colleagues changed place to Platform.
then kim put me back to my car and i drove to Platform.

Platform night i met Wilson Foo & boykor!
hahahahah..it's Boykor's birthday!
Happy Birthday BoyKor! Best wishes for u =)

chanelle n me!

me n winnie!

Patricia, me, winnie, chanelle, winifred & michelle.
all lengluis!
but all already taken de la...left me!
who want me? hahahaha..vacancy..

& there's a guy from wilson's table.
he work jln song de kopi tiam there.
sometimes we used to buy food from him.
he kept on came over to our table and wanted us to drink.
kept on forcing us to drink. damn it!
and there's another table at the sofa there, those duko boys kept on wanna us to accompany them to drink! issh!!!!!!
bopian la, we are too pretty dy. cant blame XD

after platform, we went to BDC siangsiang to eat coz chanelle said she's hungry =_=
then sent patricia home with chanelle beside me. coz i was kinda tipsy @@

SWING!

2010-10-06T10:17:00.008+08:00

05/10/2010 Tuesday

TUESDAY!!!!! limteh day again!

went to NOVUS with Cindii & Jason Kon..
ordered some foods to eat coz we're damn hungry!

this is the new recipe, and we tried it. it's HAM cheesecake.
not bad though, just that maybe we're still not used to the taste..
and i ordered chicken noodles..

my noodles!!
it's too SALTY! damn it...
i complained to the tauke, and he said he will pay for the food.
okie, fine. i accept this =)

and this is my milk tea! whheee...so large right? hahaha..

since when we reached there, that jason kon has non-stopped walking here n there..
to platform, to mars, to novus and here n there. damn...
he suddenly sit down and said. ''eh.. wilson is inside platform worh, he asked u to go in.''
i was like, '' wtf! he's inside? damn...i dun wanna get drunk tonight.''
my face suddenly turned to a very worried face.. coz he's a drinker, and he always wanted me to drink alot.
in the end, i have no choice that i still have to go in to have a drink with them. coz jason wanted to go in.

wilson saw me, he seems like very excited! there's 3 bottle of SWING for the night.
see! told u, they're all good drinker! hmm..
he poured a glass of swing for me, and wanted me to one goal..
then continuously non-stopped. everytime i stopped down, he will said, '' eh...i din see u drink leh..faster drink liaooo..'' @@
then i told him that i cant drink too much, i still have to drive home.
he said, '' where's ur car key? get it to me.'' he grabbed my car key and get my key away and return the alarm for me. =_= then he added on, ''see how u gonna back tonight.''
damn man! but he still returned me the key after that.

me n cindii

that night, drank alot..but i still managed to send both of them home.
i miss wilson foo! hahahaha.....5 years friend...i will never forget =)

也许每个人都有自己的痛。
也许每个人都有自己的秘密。
也许每个人都有自己心爱的人。

04/10/2010 Monday

MONDAY, had a date with Stephanie Kung & Amelia.
it's been a long long time we din gathered together.
no pictures for the day, coz we were busy talking craps and stuffs bout this and that.
Gerd came in the middle of no where.. hahaha..
and we're all playing with Gerd's IPhone..
especially the Talking Tom.
Amelia & Steph kept on disturbing the cat that wanted the cat to sing and scold people.
hahahaha...amelia kept on laughing very loudly when the cat repeats all the words out.
damn, AMEY! u're so cute =)

i bought some of the 2nd hand clothes from Steph n Amey.
they're so nice n cute. i love them =)
hehehehe...

was home bout 11pm. tired and needed rest.

那爱的印记，
我会永远藏在心底。
就算你以把它遗忘，
我会永远记住。

想念[金]

期待着一次一次的机会，
却成了一次一次的失落。

03/10/2010 Sunday

it's sunday, and actually i applied leave for friday, saturday n sunday.
just because of the RACE QUEEN COMPETITION stuffs.
but, i had been thinking for a very long time and i wonder that if i really wanna join it or not.
so, in the end..i give up the thingy..and continue to work for the past two days.
but, i din work on sunday. hahahaha...

went to pick cindii and lala for breakfast at jade pot.
after that, we went to swinburne to listen for a talk bout females thingy..
i forget wad's the topic dy. something like AIDS or HIV thingy? hmm..
i cant really remember coz i din really listen. =P

after the talk, we went to pick Jason kon up..
coz later we gonna go swimming!!! woohooo..it's a very long time i din go swim dy.
but before going to swim, we have to go sebarkas TARGET to buy lala's screen protector.
coz i scratched hers while the time we're at jade pot =_=..i falled her iphone 4 down.
=( sorry, im not purposely...sorry sorry sorry..

went to MJC's condominium where evon n the others staying.
there's the place where we usually swim. hehhehehe..
there's alot of memories there.
i dun really know how to swim, but then just simply swim as long as i can move on the water.

after swimming, it's time for my dance class.
it's a long long time that i din go for my dance class.
i've stopped for a few years i guess..hmm..
i danced belly & new jazz.
hopefully i still can catch up all the steps, just that my body already half way becoming robotic.

after my dance, cindii & jason was at Novus waiting me with ling and two unknown girls.
but then no longer i gotta get home with my sweaty body n hair.

偷偷摸摸的寻找你的踪影，
知道你在的老地方，
我却没有勇气的下去看你一眼。

Jason Lo's Birthday

2010-10-03T09:11:00.003+08:00

02/10/2010 Saturday

after work, went to pick up cindii from house and we gonna go club after everything is ready.
after i prepared, we went to Kado have our dinner. then wait for jason kon (cindii's bf) to come.
had a long sit there until it's time to club, we all went to travillion.

we were at Paragon that night, coz of Jason Lo's birthday.
tell u wad, he's seriously drunk that night. XD
our sit was at the 2nd floor, the vip sits...two table there.
i met alot of my old friends that we had not see each other for so long.
and my baobei szeping went there too. he's at 3rd floor. hmm...*loves*

me n cindii

2 crates of heineken

and there's a bottle of chivas at the other table.

peoples around

ah kiong

shan n me

was quite boring there, coz people there were busy drinking. and it's not fun on the upstair, have no mood to dance.
simon ting messaged me and ask me to go over to check-in.
so i went over there. O.O!
there's alot of people on that table, all are friends.

me n albee =)
she's cute.

simon ting! where u looking at?

brothers forever! hearts.

after check-in, i went to Emperor to meet Kim n zoe them.
it was Sharon Lai's birthday. kim already abit diansui dy, zoe too.
but zoe was still more stable than kim, kim really diansui till i dunno she still know who m i or not.
was accompany kim n ivy in the car. talking n playing inside. lols.
was at emperor till 3am in the morning, and i din notice it.
only until Ivy asked me: already 3am liao lo, u still dun wan back home?
i was like: huh? 3am liao? so fast? ngaiti....k la k la..i also wan back liao. u back earlier too ya.
then ivy that time also wanna go home dy, so she sent me to my car parking place and left me there.
while i was walking towards my car, i heard someone called my name.
i turned to the back and i saw John Lai, he was abit tipsy dy. so am i.
he gave me a goodbye kiss on my cheek, and i left Travillion.

i reached home in 10 mins, speed? i guess so.
good nitex my dear friends. =)

KingsArm Night

2010-10-02T08:52:00.004+08:00

01/10/2010 Friday

it's friday. michelle gonna be a part time worker at KingsArm, it's just the same row with Terminal 1.
we gonna go there to laugh her with her uniform XD.

before going there, we went to Fushion Cafe and we met Kim, Zoe & Ivy there.
they were always there coz it's Sharon's shop.
and after our dinner, we went to KingsArm coz Alex was there already.

alcohols for the night again.

alex ung n me

we arrived there was about 11pm plus, michelle already changed back her normal clothes.
so we din take any pictures of the uniform.

michelle n me

michelle n me

alex n cindii
i dunno wad they watching at.. i have no idea.

cindii n michelle.

it's my very 1st time been to KingsArm.
the atmosphere there still okie. just that the song is very classic? hmm
but there's alot of nigro n angmoh there =_=

after KingsArm, they all wanted to go eat.
but refused, i said im tired. seriously i am.
so i drove home alone, but then i dunno why, i drove to platform there just to have a look at Kim.
i miss kim very much =( but then i din talk to kim, i talked to zoe more, coz was angry at kim that night. sighz.

after zoe leave, i leave too. and it's time for bed =)

late late night

2010-09-30T09:30:00.011+08:00

30/09/2010 Thursday

thursday, had a gathering night at richmond with alex ung, cindii, jason kon, michelle chong and some swimburne students.
had fun by saying some bad stuffs bout a girl that we had so much and kept on suan-ning alex with some stuffs!

mln! IM ENGAGED!!!!
hahahahahahahahaa.....

after richmond, we went to Kado 2nd round for limteh.
julian n his friends came to meet us too.
was talking craps and playing around.
and we never notice that it's already 12am.

it's time to go home, on the way sending cindii back.
i dunno why i will turned to brighten square.
it seems like very automatically that i will turn there.
maybe my 6 sense told me that kim was there.
and hell yeah.... she's there. should i said we got fate? hahha..
she went to my car and zoe came along too.
then we went to platform awhile and it's time to go home.

每天都要见到你，
才能够睡得安稳。

你是我的毒品，
而我已经上瘾。

好想你 [金]

恋上忧伤的味道，
注定此生蹉跎坎坷。
记忆里风花雪月的拥抱，
此刻却像繁星般陨落。
任凭双手合十许下无数的誓言，
也阻挡不了你离去的心愿。

29/09/2010 Wednesday

it's my offday! but i have to work half day =(
had a date with Jaycee for breakfast, but we had lunch coz i got house chores to do in the morning.
we went to 101 姚记 to eat laksa.
then went to fetch Cindii from home and sent jaycee back to office.
then cindii accompany me go to clinic to take my medicine again..
yaya..again n again.

after that put her down at swimburne and im off to work.
but my sis asked me back home to rest.
i have no place to go, so went to find mervyn limteh at town.
then kim told me that she was at Platform, and it was 5pm =_=
i went over to meet her.
=) miss my kim very muchie!!!
ivy was there too... hehehe..ivy is very cute lo..

after platform, went to MJC condominium, evon's house.
went there to have a rest then meet beth on facebook.
and we're going to limteh.
went to her house waiting for her to make up n stuffs.
then i go back home to put my car and beth pick me up.
we went to platform to find kim n zoe 1st,
after that we went to fetch lorenzo since he always wanted to go limteh with beth.

then we went to peach garden to gather with lizard, edward and the others that all from green road.
and im left out when the back of our table were all chms1 student and it was beth classmates.
grrr! so i was there sitting like an idiot doing nothing but listening to them talking shits.

so, when it's time to go. lorenzo said he dun wanna go home and wanted to follow beth @@
we were like..wtf! he want beth to put me home and he want to be with beth alone.
no way! beth live so near with me, why should she fly here n there?
when we stopped at the traffic light, lorenzo get off from the car and just walked off like dat..
walao..! is he crazy? hmm..he's never been normal.

so we turned to platform and saw zoe walking to her car.
she jumped to our car and we all had a talk in the car.
beth was really moody after that incident.

but everything is alright then.

原来我的所作所为就像个笑话，
在你们眼里根本没有我的存在。
没关系，把我当透明就好。

但，
今天看到你还关心我的那一刻，
我真的很开心。
感觉到一切好像又有了希望。

好想你 [金]

因为欲望，
因为自私，
因为绝望，
因为我的因为，
所以才会让我变的如此狠心，
如此的不畏惧身边任何一人及事物。

28/09/2010 Tuesday

damn! Lala just got her Iphone 4 16gb...
grrrr!!! i want one also =(

me n cindii went to lala house just to teach her how to use her iphone.
hmm..i think i better not get an iphone, coz it's too mahuan..
need to upgrade jailbreak this and that..need use itunes and stuffs like that..
the camera not clear, no flash light...hmm...

it's only fun for gaming n facebook nia..
okie, better dun waste money.
i wanna buy a laptop!!! pink color laptop =) or pure white. hmm..
and yea..since that night jason kon aka ahpui came to my house to play my computer,
he just direct switched it off by pressing the cpu button =_= and all the things were still not yet close, so it causes my pc damage diao..condemn le loo..cant use liao lo..sien..
now im using office's notebook to update my blog n stuffs...
ggrrr!!!! si ahpui...... =(

after lala house, we were craving for MCD's ice cream.
but the MCD in town had no parking space for me, but actually got one.
just that i dunno how to side parking? and it had been parked by an OPA.
a big OPA can parked, how come my Small myvi cant? i know, im failed in my parking part..
please dun blame me.

suddenly i thinking of my KIM. called her to ask her for drink.
she said she was at FUSHION Cafe, need go there to pick her up to get her car at Platform.
so i turned to Fushion to pick her, then we went to airport's MCD for ice-cream.

along the way to the air-port. i dunno wad's wrong with my driving.
Kim seems so scare when im driving. she kept on asking me to change sit with her and she gonna drive there.
okie, fine.. i changed sit with her when we're at the traffic light.
and cindii said, she felt safe after we changed sit..
wtf! am i that danger when im driving?

& yeah! we reached MCD!
holding hands tightly with KIM walking in the airport and we met Jaycee..
she was kinda surprised to see us.

mine

cindii's

after ice cream we went out from the air port for smoking.

me n KIM

her face looked so diansui =_=
after airport, we went to Platform and Kim wanna get her car.
she's going to Superstar, so the rest of us were sitting at Toast Bar drinking and talking.
lala was using the wifi at toast bar just to download her games and stuffs =-=
then when it's time for them to go home, i just sent them home.
Kim message me that she missed me, and i replied that i miss her too.
she asked me to go superstar to find her. but then that time i was still on the way sending lala back home.
by rushing to 4th mile that time, kim said she have to send her friend home and will go Jazz & Blue after that. so asked me to wait her at there.

waited for quite long until i almost fall asleep.
finally my kim is here for me.
hehehe..
and there's many thing happen that night.
it's a memory for me.
happy happy =)
was home by 2am

发现，我每天都要见到你。
哪怕，只有几秒钟的时间。
真的，就只要看着你就好。

好想你 [金]

有天当你想起我，
时间已摆平所有的错，
也学会不再问为什么。
直到有一天，
面对爱情开始吝啬，
会不会怀念当初的炙热？
一路上经过各自曲折，
直到有一天，
选某个人相濡以沫。

27/09/2010 Monday

after work, i went to platform.. i dunno why.
i just drove there myself and i called zoe & kim to come out.
was sitting in kim's car doing nothing but watching at her to do her stuffs'
okie, just let me call Kim as a HE, but Not SHE! im not used to it even though he's a she.
but then now, she acts like a HE..so can i just call her a HE?
okie, this is confusing.. @@ wadever. he or she will always be KIM.

but then, that night i had already promised andrianna dear n jinwang them go to have a sing at vs9 or some other places else.
but, surely vs9 gonna be very full, so we wanted to go platform. but then it's full too.
jinwang suggested to go Sensation since there's also a karaoke room.
but then when we reached there, they said the sound system for karaoke had already spoiled.
so, we just stayed there after drank one jar of our beer by playing some stupid game stuffs.

jinwang craving for foods, so we went to peach garden to eat. after eat then send them home =_=
lame right? i have to fly from jln song to mjc just to bring them home.

after that i went to jazz & blue just to find kim there.
okie, i dunno why..just don ask me if i like kim or love kim or wadever shit.
even though i said i like her, does anyone believe that im in love with a girl?
okie, just accept that, I LIKE HER! seriously, i do.

and i reached home at 1.30am?
damn..im tired for sure.

不懂你还记得你那晚牵我的手，
走过的那条小巷。
我多么的希望，
那小巷是永无止尽，
好让我们一起牵着手走到永远。

好想你 [金]

不能表达太多，
不能述说太多，
得不到释怀，
得不到笑颜，
我们剩下的仅仅就是莫言莫语，
这就是得不到解脱的爱情。
留下的只有忧伤跟悲痛，
同样也得不到理解。

Visit Milbert

2010-09-27T08:33:00.004+08:00

26/09/2010 Sunday

received a very shocking news that milbert had an accident that she's knocked down by a lorry.
it's really so unlucky, coz when she just closed the back door and wanted to walk to her car,
a lorry reversed and did not see her at the back so just knocked her down.
but luckily, she still okie just that her hand had abit injured.

went to pick up cindii & jason after my work. lala came to my house to meet us.
but milbert was still at grandma house, so we waited her to back home.
btw that time, we went to double wood house to have a drink.
then we play cards. we played ''tortoise'..hahahahaha...it's been a long time i din play this kind of games. coz i don gamble, so i dun touch cards.

then when milbert msg us that she's home, we went to her house to visit her.
she's still fine la..not yet die. =_=
that jason, Go anywhere, Eat everywhere.
tam chiak si....

was staying at milbert house watching the movie, and sing k. with a very good sound system there XD

im so sick =(

2010-09-26T08:33:00.006+08:00

25/09/2010 Saturday

it's saturday, but i took MCEE! i was so sick from suffering Cough & Flu.
i dunno wad happen to me, i just seems so weak these few days.
i just need to rest, maybe previous few weeks i din have any offdays, and i got sick?
hahahaha..lame reasons =_=''

in the afternoon had a big quarrel with my brother. okie, it's a very long story.
just forgetitbar.
after everything had done, i went to pick up cindii..and went for clinic to get my medicine again.
yeah, again..it's the 3rd time i got my medi!

but, when i reached there. it's closed and it written there is open at 2.30pm. i reached there by 1pm. so we went to the places where i used to fix my car. but then, the people around there said my car have no problem and wants me to drive to 7th mile there, the another places to ask them to check carefully.

but, i went to the clinic 1st since my clinic is located at GreenRoad & my car place is at 7th mile.
a east n west.. =_= fly here n there.
after i get my medicine, i fly to 7th mile to check my car. but then the mechanics said my car have no problem. so i dunno wad's going on with my stupid car, that the engine always got sound during i on the air con! mlm...

so after all, it's a very important thing! i have to wash my car! i din wash my car since the time it's back home with me.
went to the old place to wash my car =) it's clean!

wooo...bubbles!

after car wash went to Jade Pot to have our dinner!
and yeah..it's saturday night.
cindii got to got back home for dinner with families.
and im going back home for sleep! and prepare for club.

but, once i woke up from nap, it's already 12am for the night.
damn it! i've miss out my clubbing time.
okie, whatever.....just let me continue my sleep and my dream. =)

good night

夜深了，开始一个人在回忆。
回忆起我们过去的种种。

记得你第一次牵起我的手，
那是多美的甜蜜。

你微笑着对我说，
承诺了许多，
但，又有多少是已被实现的？

谎言，开始了它的故事。
你说，只因为不想让我担心。
我们变得陌生，失去信任。
感情变淡了，无言。

慢慢的，
我们已成了 [你和我]
而不再是我们。

For Him, The One & Only Love

Simon Ting's Birthday @ Crown

2010-09-25T08:32:00.009+08:00

24/09/2010 Friday

it's Simon Ting's Birthday Bash celebrating with our own Classmates n Buddies in school.
he held it at Crown Square which is the restaurant in the office tower.

i went there after my working hours, i tot i was the late one, but there's alot of people who not yet reach.

okie, just let the pictures tells the stories.

the buffet

there's some of them brought the big camera there.
of coz, i gonna use them to take nice photos =) hehe
so here's the photos.

vanessa, me n george

me n nana

me n renjing

me n eric

me n nathan
see his shirt? CK with Fuck Off!

me n jerald

me n kelly

simon, nana, me n george.
i love this pic. i dunno why.

vanessa n me

and hell yeah! it's time for the birthday song!
let's see how does the cakes look likes..

a cheese cake

a chocolate cake.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIMON!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

SEE this kepo Eric! he's holding the cake knife..
it seems like he's the one who birthday dat night.

come! we make a wish! =)
everyone make a wish for themselves.
but simon ting NOO!
or maybe he left only one for himself.

he said, he hope all of them can graduate in the finals.
especially Leon Lai!

blow off the candle, and the time is pushing his head to the cake.

they plugged the candle deep into the cake and wants him to use the mouth to take it.

but then, he always pushed away.

ren jing said, if u scared ur eyes kena cake, then i will use the spoon to help u cover.

so ended we all use hand to draw on his face =_=

after having fun right there, it's time for me to go home.
was seriously tired like hell. and was dizzy =_=

parade at Green Road

2010-09-24T09:32:00.013+08:00

23/09/2010 Thursday

it's Thursday, i din go to work that day. i took sick leave. MCEE!!!
i've been coughing for the past few weeks..and now im getting more n more serious.
i hafta looked for the doctor again. and continue to get my medicine.

i hate coughing, every few months, coughing sure attacks me..
i dunno why, maybe im too weak for it? or i smoke too much?
i should have quit smoking from now on. but, does anyone believe it? haha

mom woke me up in the afternoon, asked me to go for doctor 1st.
woke up, cindii picked me up..we went for the doctor 1st, then go swimburne.
waiting for jason kon to finish doing his carnival thingy.

at swimburne

after everything is done, we went to fetch jason's friend coz later they got parade at Green Road there. and we gonna go there to have a look. see got any leng zai or not. XD

then after picking up his friends, jason put us at Asian Recipe to tapao my KimChi Fried Rice =)
i tapao one for ahpui too..if not later he at there diu here n there..haha..

after that, he sent us home. cindii was at my house too.
coz later night, we have to go pick milbert n lala go see the parade too.

my cow cow

cindii saw this cow on my bed, it's my friend JJYe from singapore bought for me as birthday present. heheheheheheheh...and this cow reminds her of ALEX UNG.
coz ALEX is Cow in our animal family. and im the penguin and cindii is the pig. hahaa..cute..

after picking up lala n milbert, we direct go green road to see the parade.
while i stopped at traffic light, i saw something.

O.O 11111 there's 5 1 there..
nice number, who wanna buy toto??? hahaha

we parked at somewhere the car shop front gate there to wait for the parade.
and i was sitting on my car's window..i just climbed out from the window and sit on my car door.
hmm...luckily im not that fat that the car door will corrupted.

soon...the parade thingy comes.
from far, we can heard the drum sounds and the whistle..
and they are coming !!

and i took photo of the moon...quite nice, but not as nice at the one before the day of mooncake festival.

and the parade is over. nothing much to see..no lengzai also =_=
so we headed to Kado limteh...
and i just past my night like dat =_= boring right?

Happy MoonCake Festival!

2010-09-23T09:04:00.009+08:00

22/09/2010 Wednesday

it's mooncake festival!!!!!
did u guys see the moon on tuesday night?
it's really so niceee!!!
there's a big rainbow ring surrounding the moon. OMG! so nice..

actually we planned to had a barbecue dinner or steamboat during mooncake festival night.
but, all of us were all busy with our own stuffs so we had no time for it.
we just went to Taman Kereta had a simple dishes dinner.

dinner made us all very full.. full till there's some dishes that we cant finished.
so we tapao it, but it's belongs to Ahloon..coz he ordered it.
after dinner, we were thinking of some places to play lantern.
of coz, most of all..our mind is FriendShip Park.
but then, it sure will be lots of people there.
wadever, we just went then.

when we reached there, it's traffic jam! ngaitiii....
jam like hell. but luckily we still can reached there n find a nice parking.

see the red lantern flying there?

the view of the night. it's so beautiful.

take 1
andrianna, amy, evon n me
we were with our cute cute lantern.

take 2
amy's lantern dropped down, and all of us were half laughing n concentrating on taking pictures.
evon said ah hua laughed till like ''color wolf'' =_=

take 3
this one better, look at Amy's thumb.. GOOD! =) her lantern is alive.

take 4
without flash light. nice lantern.

guess who are they?

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TADA!!!!

kang hua n andrianna.

and one more very important person.
the one that helped us took photos just now.

the girl in the middle. Joey Tay.

we walked around friendship park just to find the flying lantern. but we cant manage to find it.
it's already been sold out dy.
too bad =( we got no chances to write our wishes down. hmm..

lanterns everywhere.

very nice right?
but im wondering, they put all the lanterns on the tree..
but will they get it down when it's finished?
or just left there till the next morning and leave it to the guards or the DBKU/MBKS to clean it up?
hmm...if like that i think the government sure now n then will publish that no more mooncake festival at friendship park.

we walked till very tired, so we went to find others.
they were at the other side playing lantern too.

dear n me.

i remembered that joey asked me that why m i so famous =_=
she said she heard alot of people saying my name when i walked passed them.
angel, angel, angel, angel, angel!
i know, im famous enough that everyone knows me but i dunno them.

after all, we were quite tired, and i have to send evon n amy back home to mjc.
so we left earlier. all they way speeding to mjc and speeding back home.
@@ still not scare of die..hmm..

wedding dinner @ cheepin's birthday

2010-09-22T09:01:00.005+08:00

21/09/2010 Tuesday

went to one of our ex colleague's wedding dinner, at Hock Lee's Li Garden.
im just only replace my sister's seats. coz she's not in kuching now.
reached there, i had to sit another table that is not with my own colleagues but sit with other people. but luckily the other there got one girl is the one i know, she worked with us last time at shop one. hmm..

my colleagues.

connie n me.

after the dinner, ju n cindii came to find me.
we went to Cabello since ah ping always called me to go his barbecue at Cabello.
so we just go lo.

barbeque chicken wings n sausages.

cindi n ju

spotted any superstar in here?
there're JJ, zhang jin xuan, energy, nicholas teo n some other superstar..

ahahaha..ahping is cute =)

after cabello, we went to jln song's peach garden to have a drink.
sighz..tired of the day. gotta rest earlier.

mu mu xiao wuu & Maurice

2010-09-21T09:24:00.000+08:00

20/09/2010 Monday

after work, went to cindii's house to take bath.
and went to fetch up randy for dinner.
we went to Kado to have our dinner.
and started to chit chat here n there. =_=
after that sent him back home and i gotta go home and sleep.
that's the night for all. hehex.

&
i dunno why,
these few nights, i kept on dreaming.
there's good n bad =(
maybe im too tired.
doesn't have enough rest.
or maybe, i really need u to be right here for me.
nightmares attacks me every now and then.
im scared to fall asleep.
there's no more YOU in my sweetdreams again.
i dun wish to sleep anymore, please wake me up while i fall asleep.
Please, i dun want the nightmares seems to be happen.
baby, i need u =(

一年了
我变了很多变的霸道变的狠心

以前的你和现在还会一样吗
我和你的一切你还会想起吗

那晚过后我们的以后全都改变了

我们都说过要在一起一辈子
可是现在我们连陌生人都不如

Him, The One & Only

19/09/2010 Sunday

was awake when andrianna called me.
she asked me whether wanna go drink.

after i prepared, went to pick her n pick up alfred go Double Wood House drink n eat.
after that, we had no place to go. so alfred said that wanna go sing k.
so we went to VS9 at 1st, but it's so packed.
then we changed to Maurice.

alfred n me

me n dear.

we went there just to sing two songs and drank 1 jar of beer then left.
sent alfred back home to 7th mile..so damn far away =_=
and sent dear back home also.
hehe...then also sent myself home to bed and sleep =)

Happy Birthday To Simon Ting! @ Check-In

2010-09-19T09:01:00.000+08:00

18/09/2010 Saturday

It's Saturday night again =)
Simon Ting gonna celebrate his birthday at check-in since his friends wanted to help him celebrate. so being of one of his BROTHERS, i gotta appear for him, if not i gonna get kill XD

while the time preparing, cindii & ju was at my house too.
coz we're going to have our dinner at toast bar later.

BOOOO!!

Ju-On appears..

this picture scared me while i was at toast bar, and wanted to find a photo for ryo watanabe to see.. who knows i got frightened by this photo =_=

we were at toast bar like few hours, then ju sent me to kang hua's home. since we're going to travillion later.

while waiting for andrianna n kang hua.

& it's time to go TRAVILION!!

MOVE MOVE SHAKE SHAKE!!!!!
BOOM BOOM POW!!!
PUT UR HANDS UP IN THE AIR~~!!
TONIGHT'S GONNA BE A GOOD GOOD NIGHT =)
IM FLYING SO HIGH LIKE A G6!!

me n dear

Simon Ting & andrianna Ting

Andrianna & Kang Hua

Simon TIng!!! *zhun ahhhhh*

Sexy Bitches =)

ah qi!

yummy chicken wing!!

actually my head had been squeeze till i hard to smile =_=
that guy beside me hugged us so tight!

stupid faces with diansui people!

and yayaya!!! time for the countdown birthday =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIMON!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

ngek! ngek! ngek! ngek!
ur volcano flaming is here =)

simon ting wanted to run away! but our body guards dont let him go =)

WOO! flaming~

he always waited for the fire to burn off he just then drink.
and he was waiting for people to help him.

but at last, no people wanna help him..
so he bo pian kaki lim liao XD

i know we are cute!!!

Beth Sia n me

spotted andrianna inside

dear said she like the red dress that i bought. and she wanted to wear it and dun wanna give it back to me dy =_= coz actually at 1st the dress she spotted 1st, and she went to the fitting room to try, but not suit her, but it's suit me. so asked me to buy it down. so i just bought it down, and i told her, if u wanna wear just get it whenever u want.
and there's another dress that we bought at Alexander Tan's Mode Boutique. we bought both same dress but different colour laces dress. but then her white colour dunno why the laces tear off. so she get my black colour laces dress to wear.
hehe...i know she like those dresses. plus i seldom wear them, so just let her to wear it ba.

ah qi n me

michelle, siaw ing n me

us again!

Simon told me that, he dun even have any electric after the flaming and the whole night drinking Swing & Heineken.
so, being a BROTHER of him..haha..i gonna make him drunk for the night.
since the time my birthday. he ordered alot of weird drinks for me =_=
i remember Graveyard & Ak47..It's OMG! very hard to drink. made me vomited whole night.

so, i ordered for Graveyard, but at check in din have graveyard. so ordered Ak47 for him.
ngekngekngekngekngekngek!!!! now u know how i feel that time =)

Ak 47! looks like orange juice right?

time for drinking them all !

after this, i went to Pavillion.
saw my cousins over there.

cousins =)

cousins

cousins.

simon ting with his 2nd wife.
his face looks abit diansui dy.

=_= loves forever? should i say this?

few minutes later, i was just standing right beside him.
suddenly he get the jar beside him and started to vomit out!
OMG! this is my 1st time see him vomit. hmmm...drunk ass..

see the jar with the red circle on it?
it's actually cola inside, who knows it turns out to be MILO =_=
hahahaha..and with tissues paper in it.
but then, he feeling better after vomited.
he kept on blaming the AK47 that i gave him..hahaha...

they two was taking photos, maybe the photos is not nice enough so andrianna's face will become like this.

and when times comes, it's time to dance! =)
dance with some unknown people on the dance floor, but there's only one i know.

Bernard! n me

me n some sexy bitches =)
bernard's friends.

after this photo, it's time to go home.
home sweet home...it's time for bed.

good nitex
^_____^

KBox night =)

2010-09-18T08:52:00.000+08:00

17/09/2010 Friday

actually wanna rest at home de.
who knows andrianna said wanna go kbox sing.
since we so long din sing together liao. so we just go lo.
before go to kbox went to 101 7-11 to buiy cigarettes.
and i saw someone that i din meet him for quite long time.
Adrick Jong =_=
haha..he's still the same. =)
anyway, wish u all the best on ur job ^__^

after that, went to pick Simon ting from his house.
then fly back to the spring again.

i was coughing, so i cant really sing =_=
too bad...but i still sing some of the parts if i wanted to.

ur dirty tables.

joey, ahhua, andrianna.

me n dear *loves*

kanghua & me

the 1st and only picture i took with him =_=

while i was singing certain parts of the songs, i kept on looking at simon ting.
acted as i was singing for him =_=
hahahahahaaha...he wanted to use the blanket to hit me..
=( bad la him...but i always disturb him....

that night, i leave quite early like abt 12am.
coz i was quite tired and i have to wake up at 4am the next morning!
so, i better go home earlier if not i cant wake up the next day.
btw, thanks for simon ting to treat me for the kbox =) heheh...
i know! Brothers For Life!

只有在黑暗里才可以感觉空间
我以为世界有多大　总想一直的走下去
但原来一个人的脚步只有脚步那么大
无论我走得有多远　我带着的还是我自己的脚步

[Him, The One & Only Love]

Rot at Double Wood House =_=

2010-09-17T08:31:00.009+08:00

16/09/2010 Thursday

it's thursday. cindii called me and said she have no place to go.
so she went to my house to wait for me to go home.
she's with annabella & milbert.

they waited me to take bath n stuffs..
they were sitting infront of my laptop n desktop online and listening songs..
i still lying on the bed talking this n that with cindii.
cindii behtahan then pulled my towel for me and pushed me out from my room asked me to go bath =_=

that night, i lazy to drive car. so milbert drive her kenari loo..
we went to Double Wood House again.
i dunno why recently i kept on going to Double Wood House. =_=
wondering why. foods not really so nice also..@@

reached there,
ordered, talked, eat, drink, smokes.
things n stuffs we always do during meet up at coffee shop?
haha..

then suddenly milbert said wanna asked one friend to come join us.
then we all said okie lo. who knows that guy is working at my brother in-law's massage centre at ThienJing.
when he reached there, i was looking at him. he just sat beside me.

me: ehh..u working at thien jing ah?
him: ya...why?
me: ohh..no la...u no work meh? or u come out catch snake?
him: ehh..dun say till catch snake ma..just come out to drink.
me: ohh...at chonglin there cant drink la..need to fly till so far here to drink la?
him: haha..yalo..thienjing de drinks, drink liao so sien liao...
me: ohhh..so SIEN liao la??
him: yalorhh..
*i turned my head n looked at the others, and we all started to laugh*
me: u knw who m i or not? i always got go massage de.
him: *stared at me quite long and think very hardly*
me: im laoban niang de sister.
him: *eyes open so WIDE!!! and he was like OMG!!!!!!*
me: u dun feel like i look quite alike with her meh?
him: yalorh yalorh..no wonder u looks like some person.
me: hahaha..u die liao la..come out catch snake!
him: *very nervous* ehh...i treat u go massage next time la.
me: treat me massage? i go massage dun even need money..u still need to treat me? nevermind la..u treat me today's bill la.. XD
him: hahhaa..okok..sure sure..

then we all laughed and laughed and laughed.. =_=

me n cindii.

milbert & lala was concentrating on watching the television.

me n milbert

me n lala.

after rotting at double wood house.
they throw me to jln song there to meet up my dear andrianna n kanghua.
we gonna watch movie at MBO.

we watched Revenge Of The King Cobra

Revenge Of The King Cobra

it's fucking disgusting and very nervous when i watched this movie..
damn, it's like my heart gonna dropped out every now n then =_=

人潮拥挤的街头,
看着那一对对牵着手的情侣.
曾经.
我们也曾是另人羡慕的一对,
但现在,
我们却已更分东西.

[Him, The One & Only Love]

Platform & MCD!

2010-09-15T09:04:00.005+08:00

14/09/2010 Tuesday

babe beth called me out..
said go limteh with zoe n kim.
hmm...it's been quite long din out with her, so okie lo..
coz actually wanna rot at home in front of facebook n update my blog one..
but nevermind la..haha..can see my ahkim =)

we went to Platform to find ahkim..
she was there with her friends.

that night, i looked quite moody maybe it's because im tired. and the noisy environment made me feel so sick =_= and i drank quite alot of heineken..tummy too much gas..not feeling well also.
but, im really fine...=) dun say me EMO again..hehe..

zoe n me =)

our table.
that glass of mineral water is mine! haha

me n lizard

lizard was there too with her friends there.

Beth n zoe

this guy with a pink color card on it.
is a guy who just get married. and wanted 50 signature from different people.
the DJ helped him to announce then he walked around to ask for signature...
haha..cute la him.

me n kim

hahaha....she looks abit diansui dat night. =_=

after platform, beth said she's hungry..and i said i not yet eat too..
zoe brought us to 3rd mile MCD!
whhee! MCD! i miss it..
ordered McChicken Set & McDeluxe set, it's beth de..
then Mc Flurry Milo.. hmm..but i prefer Oreo more =)

after MCD go home sleep le norh..
eat full full go sleep so easy to get fat =_=

=_= boring days

2010-09-14T12:11:00.001+08:00

12/09/2010 Sunday

it's Sunday!
gonna go for sushi king with Sarah lam, Janice Kong, Andrianna Ting & Chai Kang Hua!
haha..it's been a long time i din out with sarah since the time she came back from singapore..
hehe...we used to go out by 3..but now..we were separate...left me n andrianna always out together.

sushi king for the night,
there's a family just infront of our table join the competition that finished one big bowl that worth for RM38 ringgit in 10mins! wtf! he really did that.
but if din finish them, have to pay for the RM38..ngaiti =_=

after sushi king went for a walk in the spring.
then went to starbucks sit n talk.
bullshit alot this n that. haha..
time past so fast. =( i found that there lot's of xiao meimei n xiao didi...
sighz...

sent janice back home..
her house was like kinda far away from town? haha..but still okie la..at least not that hard to find.
then sent sarah back home.
and then sent myself back home..haha...
then sent myself to bed n sleep =_=

13/09/2010 Monday

after work, went to pick Cindi up from her grandma's house.
luckily i remember how to go =)
then went home, wait for ju to come. while i was taking bath.

after that we went to Ipoh Town..
chit chat there..talked very loudly n laughed like there's no government!
ngekngek!!!! stop saying tat i like A.T la =_= i dun like him at all...he's such a playboy..impossible i will like him de maa...
lalalalala...very happy that night...laughed all the night non stop.
i love the life like this =)

saw Alexander tan there..haha...he's going back to Guangzhou soon i guesss =(
say goodbye to u...Mr. Alex Tan..

went home at 11pm something. tired...
ohya...my cigar that i just bought this morning already left few =_= just one night...haha...
woiii! RM9.30, very expensive sia......=P

dunno where to go for the next day..rot at home?

and i found some pictures in my pendrive =_= i forget why n when i did this.
dun scold me after seeing it..haha

>.<
i guess it hurts alot..=( but i cant remember how's the feel is.

Happy Birthday To Pamela Phang!

2010-09-12T09:24:00.001+08:00

11/09/2010 Saturday

was preparing everything to attend Pamela Phang's birthday bash at Platform!
she's one of my besties during school time =)

ju n cindi came to my house waiting for me to pick up go limteh 1st.

i was still making up, cindii took this picture.
cute right? haha..looked like a DOLL!

after all preparation, we went to Double Wood House again to limteh.
i ordered the same food but different drink, jasmine green tea!
haha..coz all the milk shake too big glass. always cant finished them..very wasted.

mervyn & cally came to find me.
they were looking at me from the outside, but cant recognize me..
mervyn said he's looking at the fat one, but cant find me.
just then know that i become slimmer =_= damn it! i last time so fat kah?

me n cindi jie..

cally n me

we were supposed time to go.
but the movie that playing at Double Wood House was very interesting.
actually all of us, i mean including the other customers were watching at the movie.
it's quite funny, interesting n touching =)
i wanna go find the disc to watch. but i cant remember the name.

reached Platform, but it was having heavy rain again! sighz..
faster called Jason Kon to take umbrella to get me in..
Im the Princess for the night~ wheee =_=

Pamela's Birthday~
i din see anyone i know there, only her boyfriend Yeexin.
the others din attend =( she was quite disappointed i know.
but, at least i got attend it.

guys playing cards.

Black Label for the night

my black menthol & black label.

was quite noisy in Platform.
me n pam went out to have a talk.
it's been a while that we din really talk dy.
she told me many stuffs bout school lifes, friends blablabla...
Pam~ don think too much, u always have us, by ur side. we're always together =)

the birthday cake!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAMELA~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!

and it's also Li Ling's birthday. =)
i dunno who she is. but i still wish her happy birthday ^_^

after the birthday song.
there's a gift for them.

Volcano Flaming!

WOOO!!!! nice!
haha....she complained it's so hot.

me n pam

pam n yeexin!

after all, mervyn came to pick me up.
we went to pavillion.
but was quite boring there.
have no mood to club that night. i dunno why.

half an hour later we went off from pavillion.
went home slept =_= haha..so early..

Piranha & Resident Evil

2010-09-11T10:02:00.003+08:00

08/09/2010 Wednesday

it's actually my offday, but my sis don allow me to get offday onwards..
she wants me to go work everyday like her.. =_=
so wad to do ? sighz.

after work, ju said wanna go my house lepak coz no place to go.
after bank-in my car loan, someone called me!
very surprise when i received his call! Hao Yen~
he's one of my school friends, we used to be quite good during school time.
but we lost contact since he transfer to chms3.
hahaha...

he called me to go limteh at BDC area.
so i asked ju to go over too.

went to sit at the coffee shop, and watching at the projector screen.
half chatting half watching the movies that they played.
in a sudden i recognize the movie is Piranha.

Piranha

watched finished all.
actually there's alot of part had been cut, during the time i watched at cinema.
my gawd! i should have bought one to watch at home again.. hehe..

after movie it's already quite late. about 12am something dy.
went back home to sleep and start for a new day new life =)

10/09/2010 Friday

ohya!!!! forget to tell u all that my car finally came out!
hhahaa..i can drive my baby out lurhx =)

Randy Tok asked me for movie, we went MBO The Spring to watch Resident Evil.
but, it was so fully reserve the seats since it was RAYA!
damn...wanted to watch earlier movies but none of them were available.
so we choose Resident Evil at 12.30am movie!

we were sitting at outside starbucks waiting time to pass.
saw Alan Tok and the family, Cindi was along with them too.
i think Alan was surprised that how come i will out with Randy Tok =_=
haha, just for movie la duh...

then i saw Cally Ang passed by..
shouted for her, then she n her friend sit with us..
were chatting for the whole night till the times up!
saw andrianna n kang hua too!
they were watching Resident Evil too, and just sit next to us.
hahaha...so ngam! =) got fate!

Resident Evil after Life

there were many parts of it was really seems alike as LEFT 4 DEAD!
especially the part that the zombie rush up to the building one.
Left 4 Dead also got one part is at the building de.
haha...i miss left 4 dead! it's been a long time i din play the game dy.

after the movie send Randy home, then i rushed home.
it's really tired =_=

dinner crab crab =)

2010-09-07T09:19:00.002+08:00

06/09/2010 Monday

it's MOnday!!! ngek~~~ vanessa n simon said wanna go dinner tonight.
they came to pick me up just when i reached home from work.

we went to somewhere 3rd mile there eat. i dunno wad's the restaurant name.
quite cheap eating seafood there =)

ordered 4 types of dishes.
got 2 types of vege, then one plate of 'ham' & a plate of 3 crabs.

it's very the YUMMY! omg! i wanna come here n it the other day =)

05/09/2010 Sunday

after work, ju jio me go out limteh.
but we have no place to go.
in the end we decided to go Double wood House.

went there to eat blackpepper chicken chop & chocolate milk shake.
ju ordered mushroom chicken chop & vanilla milk shake.
ngek! fat fat!!!

was sitting there the whole night, watching the discovery channel.
it's so disgusting n very the WALAO! ngaiti...
those people eat the lave when all the red ants still on it.

and, we back to old school! they were playing cascada's n groove coverage songs!
and some other old school songs, it was like it's few years ago that i still study in primary school.
i used to listen those songs. damn miss it now.

sighz, when we were about to went off. it's raining very heavily =(
my hair was wet.....

happy day & Piranha Movie

2010-09-05T20:39:00.001+08:00

04/09/2010 Saturday

that day when i was at work, szeping korkor called me..
he came back from Singapore dy, but going back to sg soon i guess.

that night, he came to pick me up.
we went for our dinner at Kado.
he became really very thin.. =(
why u din take care of urself properly at there?
makes me worry u so much. sighz.
he said i become quite thin also. and become pretty worh..
ngekngek~~ of coz nah..ur muimui sure pretty one la XD

he ordered ayam penyet at kado..
and i just ordered a plate of egg pie.
he always worried that i not enough eat =_=
kor, im dieting laa~~~! if not i gonna failed for my competition.
kor must support ur muimui oh ^__^

after the dinner we went round round at some stupid places.
then he sent me back home. coz he wanted to go play mahjong with his friends.
sighz. i miss the time we hang out together last time. ='(

back home and online.
till andrianna came to pick me up for our movie.
it's 12.45am de movie. Piranha.

Pirahna

at 1st, i dunno wad movie is that..coz evon helped me to bought the ticket.
only until i asked andrianna, she just told me that it's the fish which eats people.

the movie is freaking nice, but freaking disgusting.
it's something like Final Destination =_= damn..
fucking kinteo! i've been scared for a few times dy..ccb!

but heard that, in the movie got alot of parts had been cut.
i gonna buy the original disc to watch liao! =P

it's just like a dream came true.
but i know, i will wake up in the middle of the night.
and everything will just gone.

i wish to have u one more time.
even if it's a lie to be with.
i would accept all the chances that can be with u.

it's like i wanted u to be with me forever and always.
but if it's only work in my dreams, then let me sleep forever.

Him, the only love

Maurice night!

2010-09-04T09:23:00.000+08:00

03/09/2010 Friday

that night, simon ting called me and asked me wanted to go Pavilion to see the Miss Pavilion competition or not, i said okie le..cincai.
who knows, in the end he himself dun wan go.
so i planned to sleep at home that night.
ahsoon said wanna come to pick me up to maurice after he work.
hmm..k lo..after prepare then we went to Maurice.

it's his 'gan jiejie' s birthday that night. named Linger?
i not so sure bout her name. coz was very noisy at there and i cant listen properly..
plus, i most of all is i already forget her name =_= sorry.

when we reached there, other peoples still not yet reach.
just only me n soon suku suku go there so early.
selected some songs to sing...to over pass the time.

drink n drink n drink
& it's time to sing birthday song for her.
they played the birthday song for her n we sang along.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

soon asked me that, eh..ur phone no flash one kah? how come it's dark?
=_= i purposely wanna off the flash light ba..coz i wanna capture the candle maa~~~
k la k la..on the flash light.
and it become like this lo..

not sui right? haha..

wooo..rubbie's big boobs!

laughed so happy!!!!!!

linger! with the birthday cake

US!
linger at the side laughed till so happy bout wad? hmm...

soon drank quite alot that night. and he's abit blur n tipsy!
i dunno he remember wad he did n said or not that night.
haha =_=

reached home at almost 2am!
tired....hopefully i can wake the next day.

Double Wood House =_=

2010-09-01T21:04:00.002+08:00

31/08/2010 Tuesday

u guys know wad?
i went to join one competition on Sunday night at Boulevard =_=

Miss Sarawak Race Queen
supported by
Runway Mode
the
Pesake Borneo Motorsports

im really very nervous! this is my very 1st time to join this kind of competition.
i dun even know how does it works actually.
the registration day is 3 days. only until the last day i just went to register.
before i was really thinking very hardly that should i join or not?
but then Anise, one of the members in Runway always asked me to.

and i told Ju n leen bout this stuffs.
they went to join it, and asked me to join too..
hmm..it's better if i got friends there.
but i never know that,
once i registered n took some pictures already got into SEMI-FINAL!
it's like wtf? so fast?

there's gonna have an audition on the 1-3 Oct..
and now, im very hardworking on diet-ing! hahaha...
i looked slimmer! ='( many things cant eat wad...sighz.

that night, just when i got my changed and jumped to bed.
Wong Chee Pin called me and asked me to go out..
it's like, maihai...i wanna sleep =_=
but, i still went out with them.
they came to pick me up with Andy n Ahyen..
Andy drove his Harrier...woo....

we went to Double Wood House to take dinner.
damn it! i asked for a plate of Blackpepper Chicken Chop, and one glass of chocolate milk shake.
but then, after all the things had came, only left my chocolate milk shake not yet come.
i asked the waiter for my drinks again..
but then cheepin looked at the bill and said, U not ordered strawberry milk shake meh?
okie, and i said, aiya..nvm liao la..already order liao. maybe they will cancel it.
who knows, my chocolate milk shake came 1st.....then few more minutes the strawberry milk shake came again. =_=
we all looked each other, then we all share share drink.
but we din finish our drinks. coz too full? i also dunno why.

after the dinner, we went to had a round at travillion places...
went to somewhere far that i never been to.
i guess that andy's car petrol oil is too full that he can just go everywhere he want!

that night, i reached home bout 1am...=_=
super duper tired..in the car i almost fall asleep dy..kept on yawning...
sighz...luckily i can woke up the next day.

Merdeka Eve!

2010-08-31T09:01:00.005+08:00

30/08/2010 Monday

It's coming to the end of August dy!
time passed so fast, it's gonna be year 2011 in a blink of eyes.
sighz, and i still din have any career yet! although im only 18.
but there's still alot of things for me to worried about.

it's Merdeka eve. actually i din have any plan that night.
who knows my customer Clement, is also Michelle's friend ask us go paragon celebrate that night.

cam-whoring pictures while waiting for michelle to pick me up.

when we reached travillion, it's fulled of cars...coz it's already 11pm =_=
luckily we found a nice parking space..then we went to paragon to find clement.
after knowing where's our sit, i went down to check in to find Simon Ting!!
he's at check in with his friends, promised him i will come back to look for him later after the countdown.

went back to Paragon, saw Furosho Sam at the 2nd floor table.
they always asked me to drink n drink n drink =_= luckily all were chivas. not vodka.
im starting to love paragon i guess! coz there's SuperJunior & Beast's songs. XD OMG! i love them!!!! beast's bad girl is the best in paragon..ngekngek....once they played the song, my eyes never leave the MV there.. OMG!! they're so so so cute~~

me n sam

few more minutes later, they started countdown for Merdeka~~
after the countdown, they played the Merdeka song! haha..everyone was singing there. and also the MV was showing there.

the balloons dropped from the ceiling, and everyone was grabbing to poke it. =_=

after the countdown, i went downstairs to find zoe n kim. =)
i was condemn after i came out from kim's car.
i cant balanced my leg..i felt like flying dy..maybe i drank too much!
and i almost knocked the wall =_=

back to paragon, the 1st thing i direct rushed into the toilet.
suddenly i felt the bass was too strong for me till it made me sick n wanted to vomit.
stared at the basin for quite a long time, finally i vomited.
but then, was stuck there. there's a girl came to me, she helped me. *thankyou very much!! although i dunno ur name and i cant remember ur face, but i really thank you very much!*
and there's also another girl, gave me tissues..*thankyou!!!! thankyou!!!*
after the vomit, i felt better..went back to upstairs to find michelle them.
was hugging with michelle while dancing, but then im already half drunk =_=
then i slept on the table there.

then michelle them brought me home. along the way to the car i still can walked la..just that not really steady..abit felt like wanna fall down..haha...

i hate it when im drunk or tipsy.
it always reminds me of my past that had made me sad.
especially i will always think of HIM!
the only him, i love for.

whenever i chat with u,
i always acted like i dun mind and i dun care.
actually i do care bout u,
i mind everything that u did.
just that, i cant show it to you.
you will never know, after u left me..
i still love u very much, seriously...
i always waiting for a miracle that i will be ur girl one day.
maybe, just one day for me.
it's enough, i'll appreciate all the moment that we're together.

Baby, i need u now! please! just take a look at me,
even it's just awhile. i would be very happy.

I Miss You!
[ Him, The Only Love! ]

Core Nitex with my girls

2010-08-29T20:30:00.005+08:00

28/08/2010 Saturday

Saturday again.
i got a company dinner at somewhere town area.

after dinner, went to michelle's home while waiting juliana prepare to go out.
we're going to club again at core!
it's the last day to grab a bottle free in a group of 5!

picked up Ju, and reached core.
was waiting for the other girls to come.
Eileen soon was there. we went in groups. =)
it's been a long long time we did not club together. i guess so.
since the time at paragon? haha..

met alot of friends there! especially i met my ahkim there XD
hahahahahahaha...happy happy..she's at core that night too =)

me n ju..
taken in the core's toilet.

that night, my eyes isn't feeling that comfortable.
i think it's my contact lens already broken or something like that.
my eyes cant look at any of the lights..it hurts.

that night, our table got a VOKDA ABSOLUTE MANGO.
damn! it's more worst! it's stinks! ccb...
i dun drink at all...

*dance dance dance~~shake shake shake*
for whole the night. but was at kim's car had a rest and chat with her.
since it's been a long time we din really chat..

that night at core, there's a girl named xiaozhen. sharon's gf...birthday.

xiaozhen n me

Happy Birthday Girl!
sharon had her birthday cake, and it's so cuteee!!!!
it's the cute little pink pig that from winnie the pooh, i forget wad's the pig name.
really so so so so so cute!

me n christina

actually i dunno who she is.
just when i taking pics around, she's just right beside me.
so i just took with her lo..plus that time i dun even know her name tim =_=
until i upload to facebook, and friend tag her name into it.
hehe..anyway, nice to meet you =)

ahsoon n me

me n my kim!!!! *loves*
haha..she gonna kill me if she saw this post =_=

kissed!!!
this picture taken by ahsoon. =P
thanks for uploading.

ahkim was lost in a sudden, so i went back to my own table and had fun with my girls.
taking pictures around too.

ju n eileen

me, lisa, ju n leen

us again

two of the tb, and a girl between them

ming long is the only guy inside.

sexy ladies!!

ahkim came back for me, asking me whether wanna go Absolute or not..
coz Zoe wanted to go there to find Beth.

so i followed kim's car there.
ngekngek...something happen in the car!! hahaha...
secret secret!! happy happy....=)

reached absolute, beth was already half drunk.
walked like a crazy girl, cant even stand properly.
wanted to bring her home but she wanted to drive home.

we were all in zoe's car having fun inside..ngekngek...
until it's almost 3am i just then reached home.

phewwww..tired..jumped to the bed and sleep!
but, half way in my dream..
my phone rang, Beth called me and told me that she had an accident just right outside our roundabout there!
damn it! i faster called kim n told her, then she called zoe to go over.
hmm..luckily nothing happen to her.
if not i gonna kill her.

Foo Ping's Birthday Bash @ Pavilion

2010-08-26T19:18:00.008+08:00

25/08/2010 Wednesday

it's Ladies night!!! and also it's FooPing's birthday bash..
she celebrated at Pavillion!

Mervyn Tham came to pick me up with FooPing n Simon Ting in the car.
haha...mervyn said, luckily he drive his hilux, if drive his honda sure the the car senget one side =_= means im very fat! cb laaaa....mlm

arrived there, it's still very empty..
no really alot of people there.
sat at the places that i reserved. =)
and it's Pictures Time!

me n FooPing! Birthday Girl!

FooPing & Mervyn

xiao xuan, mervyn n fooping

xiaoxuan n fooping

me n mervyn

in a sudden of nowhere, i saw a guy came towards our table.
his face looks very familiar. but i cant think of who he is.
but, when he walked nearer to our table.
i was like: MCB! wad happen to your hair! =_=
yea! and u know who he is?
he is JERALD CHUA!
maihai, he combed his hair up like dragon ball =_=
that's why i cant recognize who he is.

me n jerald

jerald n xiaoxuan

spotted Odie inside!!! the one with the black! XD

Pavillion was quite boring that night. i dunno why they wanted to celebrate at Pavillion.
why dun wan at Core?!
mervyn, simon, jerald n me went to core.
hang out with those workers there playing dice.
but then me n jerald was there playing 5,10,15,20.
the heineken sucks! isshh...i dun like beers! =_=

went back to Pavillion, waiting for the time to countdown for FooPing's birthday.
but then the time was still too early.
continue playing the game with Jerald by drinking the Blue Lagoon that free from Pavillion coz it's ladies night.
there's few glasses of Blue Lagoon that nobody wanna drink it.
they all wanted to drink the Jack Daniel for the night.

Ryan n me

me n simon

heard from simon that paul was at Rush that night.
went to Rush find him. and i met 3 pretty girls there =)

jaselyn, jiawei, jessie n me =)

jiawei said she looks fat in the picture!

Paul followed me to Pavillion..
but then just awhile, he already lost.
cant see him there anymore =_=

and finally, it's time for the birthday song!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FOOPING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

there's no cake for the night, so mervyn took his lighter to be the candle of the night!
haha..cute la him!

Volcano Flaming!
a birthday present from Pavillion!!

xiaoxuan n jerald

saw ahqi there, mervyn was forcing him to drink. but he dont want!

ahahaha.....u see his hand! he's trying to block me from capturing him..

after the countdown of the birthday. i went home 1st.
ryo was waiting for me there for the whole night dy.

Good Night My Friends! *hugss*

REPO MEN

2010-08-24T19:12:00.003+08:00

23/08/2010 Monday

went to watch REPO MEN with andrianna n kanghua!

REPO MEN

at 1st, i dunno wad movie is that.
just because we wanted to buy the nearest movie time, so we simply choose one.
but at 1st, we wanted to watch SLICE the ghost movie, but then the sits are all couple sit.
and there's only 3 of us. so we din watch.

REPO MEN is a cool movie!
OMG! how good if there's really the machine organs in our body.
i wan a heart, a new brain...whether it can delete memories like how the computer did. =_=
i know this is stupid..but i really wish to =(

but then, the movie ended very weird.
issit mean that the guy's brain also been changed before?
hmm..wondering???????

Farewell For LeeSin 2

2010-08-23T09:50:00.007+08:00

22/08/2010 Sunday

it's the 2nd day for celebrating LeeSin's Farewell.
we went to Enter K, got a VIP room..it's soooooo BIG!
coz we got a big bunch of girls going.

we started to select songs to sing n sing...
and we wont forget that we're going to take picttures around.

shirley n me

me n michelle

at the toilet

me =)

that night, i dunno why my mood so down in a sudden. ='(
i cried almost whole of the night. and i din even realize one of my contact lens had dropped!
=_= i just know that it's very blur when i looked into something. but i dun care bout it.
coz my eyes always got this kind of problem.

me n winifred

lol, see..my eyes were one big one small =_=
very funny. haha..

winifred, leesin, amanda, shirley, ivy.
me & michelle.

us again =)

that night was quite crazy in the room..
kept on selecting those old school songs..
like everytime we touch, listen to my heart and blablabla..
wanted to select lady gaga's song, but we cant find it.

we were at Enter K until 12am.
most of the girls already left. just only left few of us.
we changed our place to HOME at Jln song.
was feeling quite blur dy. =_=
coz we finished the half of the bottle of vodka that i took away from core that night.
it's only 4 or 5 of us drank it. @_@

after HOME we went off at 1.30am =_=
luckily i can wake up the next day. if not sure kena diao one!

missing u day after day had already become a habit of mine.
i don't know wad are u doing everday, everywhere, every now & then.
but i just know that i miss u, very much..
how i wish u're here with me whenever i need u.

can u listen to me? i really need u.
it's been a long time we did not contact.
but, dun think that i had already forgotten u.
I am NOT! u're the only one i need.

Baby, Please Come Back To Me. ='(

Farewell Dinner For LeeSin & Clubbing nite

2010-08-22T09:35:00.002+08:00

21/08/2010 Saturday

Our company held a gathering to celebrate for LeeSin's Farewell.
we went for Steamboat at BDC's Hornbill Steamboat.

after work, we all rushed home to prepare for the night =)
waiting for michelle to pick me up.

when we reached there, most of them from other branch already arrived.
and already started eating =_=
and we went to take our foods for the night to eat~ whuuu...

i found that im not suitable to go those places like buffet, or something like after pay, then eat as much as u can.
damn, i just ate a few pieces of meat n vege n some noodles..i already stopped eating =_=
and the others still kept on eating and eating and eating.
i wonder how they continuous can eat like dat..anyone teach me?

after we ate, it's our camera time! *kachah!*

me n michelle

me n LEESIN!!!

janice, chanelle, michelle.
shirley, winifred, me!

the 'bubbles' is because of the fan that will blow some 'water' out, and then my camera flash take them in.
it's a nice effect right?

us again, but michelle is LOST!

me, vivian, shirley, ivy, meetyng, winifred, michelle..
leesin, amanda, chanelle, ping er.

take 2!

after taking all the pictures, andrianna message me that she's reached.
she wanna go Food Fair, coz it's the last 2nd day already.

food fair is always full of people. i don't know why!
the cars and peoples are full like hell!
but we still got into there =) by parking so damn far away =(
and im wearing high heels!! it's hard for me to walk..

after food fair, went to kang hua's house.
waited for him to take bath, after that we went to pick up juliana..
me n juliana going to core for the [grab one bottle in a group of 5 girls]
i dated evon them to go =) ngekngek...

reached core, but those girls still not yet reached.
went to pavillion while waiting for those girls.
saw quite alot of friends there.
lol...all clubbing kaki..

when they reached, we went into core and enjoy our songs and our dance!
but i dun enjoy the drink that night.
BECAUSE, It's VODKA ABSOLUTE RUBY RED!
damn..i dun like vodka! the smells makes me sick!
i din really drink that night. =_=

the vodka was like still left a half more bottle there..
but i took it away when we left core to pavilion.

ryo n me

me n evon

me n mike

juliana n me

that night, mike sent me home.
*thank you very much!*
but next time u dont drink too much dy. =_=
u guys know wad? i dunno wtf had happen to him..
he drove like crazy! damn it! when he stopped at petronas to pump oil, he was shouting like a crazy man =_=
he went to the toilet, outside the toilet got a big truck. he go and hit it? and scolded it?!
really crazy right?
so i jumped to the driver sit and asked him to sit the passenger sit.
then i drove safely home. if not, i dunno i can reach home or not =x
but then i reached home at 3am something =_=

but, i really had a great time at core n pavilion that night! *loves*

snapshot!

2010-08-20T18:56:00.005+08:00

20/08/2010 Thursday

had nothing to do, so play with my sis's laptop's camera XD

i know i m too cute!!
=_______=

lot's of my friends from outstation came back saw me.
and they're very surprised that why i become so thin =_= damn it..i very fat kah last time?
and some of them said i become more n more pretty! ahahahaha...
yala..can see that i become more pretty la...from the last few years pics and now.
of coz la, now know how to make up le ba....

it's been a long time u had leave me,
but i still miss u alot!
no ones know, but only me.
i hide it to myself for not letting anyone know.
but, do u really know how much i need you now?

i tried so much to accept a new relationship,
but i still cant get the same feelings that from you.
i tried so much, i tried so hard.
i just cant get over you.
the boys' names that i always throw out from mouth,
sometimes it doesn't really mean it's real.
i just use them to forget you.
but, i found that i cant. ='(

it really hurts when i saw the photos with ur girlfriend.
my tears drop whenever i saw it.
my heartbreaks again n again..
into pieces to pieces.
and it cant recover back anymore.

i miss you, i need you, i love you.
more than u ever know.

[ ♥ For HIM, the ONE & ONLY ♥ ]

Hang Out Hang Out

2010-08-18T09:28:00.002+08:00

18/08/2010 Wednesday

Mr. J.L i miss u very much!
the words u've said hurt me so damn muchiiee! =(
i need u! where u now?

17/08/2010 Tuesday

it's a fucking bored Tuesday!
damn~ have no where to go with my girls..Eileen & Juliana.
went to The Spring's KFC to eat =) my favorite food.

Eileen was on the phone all the way from i started to eat until finished eating & until we gotta leave. =_=

it's been a long time we girls din hang out, i mean like sitting at a place to have a nice talk =)
we all trying to say out all of our stories that had been happen these few weeks..
wooahh..i talked till very exciting till i get the plate of the tomato and wanna smell it, like wanna SOK it.. ngekngek...my action looks really funny..haha..
Eileen always scolded me for talking so loud while she's on the phone =_=

after KFC, we went to Eileen's friend's house to take her things. after that we went home le lo..
that's my Boring Tuesday.

16/08/2010 Monday

i had MC today...felt so sick..i dunno why =( maybe too miss him. J.L
since my maids had gone, i do all the house chores..sighz. i never been through like this.
i used to be the most laziest one in the house..never touch all these kind of things.
but since my maid gone, i have to do them all.
if not, no one is going to clean up this messy house. damn it!
the house is just like fucking shit house. clothes every where, books everywhere, shoes everywhere! glasses n plates too.. =_=
this made me very pekchek lo..
so since the day i start to clean the house up, all the plates that they after eating must get to the dinning room's basin..and while eating, the food better dont drop on the floor. if not sweep urself.
ngekngek~~
my muscles aches these few days, too tired man~ i really need a rest.

at the night, andrianna came to pick me up..then we go picked Simon Ting..
they went to scorpion to play snooker, but me n dear went to Borneo Reflexology to massage.
feel very relax after the massage =)

while on the way walked to the car, once i wanted to open my car door..
there's a bird flew and knocked the building and i heard a sound *wungekkk*
then the bird dropped down =_= is the bird trying to commit suicide? by knocking the building?
haha..cute, the bird dead directly.

then we went back to scorpion to see them play snooker..
ngekngek~~ two stupid dunno how to play, always lose money =_=
haha..simon ting~ beh hiao mai hok lang eh hiao.....

John Lai's birthday

2010-08-16T22:02:00.002+08:00

15/08/2010 Sunday

went to had dinner at Chef At Home with my winifred, sia & michelle.

mushroom soup with a big bun outside it.

after our dinner, we went to Wisma Wan to buy LeeSin's birthday present.
she's one of our colleagues, but she gonna leave us and go to Singapore soon..=(
we sure gonna miss her very much.

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

it's one of my friend's birthday today!
his name is John Lai!
i know him since the day of the back to school rush event that held at core!
remember this pic? this is the only pic that i took with him, and it's also the 1st time we talked to each other and our 1st pic.
haha..

any way, sing u a birthday song laaa...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOHN LAI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

eh, john..u should be happy that i blog u in here..
not everyone i will blog for de.. ngekngek~~

Beth B'day & Paragon nite

2010-08-15T20:35:00.002+08:00

14/08/2010 Saturday

It's Elizabeth Sia's Birthday! =) hey babe! happy birthday to you~

went to Carino hair saloon to set my hair, luckily Lawrence Chang was there..
hmm..after all...went back home to prepare everything and waited for Paul Tan to pick me up.

do i look like korean? haha...

we went to pick Simon Ting from Crown.
but when i reached there, i cant call through his phone.
i dunno what the fuck had happen to the line.
it made me get down from the car and was like a stupid ppl walking around the crown n searched for someone. =_=
i kept on calling n calling n calling till i get out from the building and wanna get into car,
there's a car stopped behind our car.
and guess who's that?
it's Simon Ting in the car, with Jerald Chua driving Vanessa Shaw's car.
damn it!
we went to Happy Valley for our dinner. and waited time to pass.

and yeah! it's time to club n celebrate for Beth's birthday.
i love u babe!

but too bad, i din stay at emperor till they sing birthday songs.
coz the places n tables that Beth reserved were not enough for her 40 more friends.
it's just in the middle of the dance floor =_=

so, i was walking around at travillion area..trying to find some friends to mix in.
finally, i saw Ju n leen there. they were at Paragon.
GOD save me.
so the whole night i was at Paragon =)

paragon's toilet!

it's been a long time i din capture pictures in the toilet dy =_=

me n ju

leen n me

and the 3 of us.

me n jeff!
okie, he's just a friend of mine that i 1st time met him at paragon..
i dunno him much, and i dunno he post like this while he said he wanted to take pic with me =_=
haha...

yong ge n me
this is his blur face, when he's in the car..
and that jin wang already fainted n slept at the back of the car sit.
damn it...

*thanks for Kimmy sent me home that night! i was quite tipsy that night.*

Food Fair & Happy Valley

2010-08-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

12/08/2010 Thursday

had promise my Paul Tan to go out limteh with him.
coz it's been a long long time we din hang out together dy.
really miss the time we were together..*hugsss*

Paul Tan came to pick me up then we fetch Simon Ting from Ocean.
we had no place to go then we turn around and around in town area..
hmm..then we feel like wanna eat burger =)
went to the stall behind Alakat there eat. ngekngek! i miss it..

after the burger we really had no place to go..
paul said he wanna go Happy Valley..=____=
then we go happy valley lo..
wait Beth to meet us.

chit-chat at there for a very long time..
mervyn tham & foo ping came to pick simon ting away..
haha..but they got came down for awhile la..
we're all from chms1.. =) great gathering..

and we're planning that where should we celebrate on FooPing's birthday.
we all had no idea. sighz...till the day come just then decide ba..

after Happy Valley, i followed Beth's car home. coz she live very near with me =)

11/08/2010 Wednesday

it's my offday again..
and i had quite alot of things to do.
called Ryo to pick me up n be my driver today XD
went to pay all the bills and had our lunch. hmm..

after that, we went to Sebarkas..
he brought his laptop to reformat..
but then i was at MixIt..
i bought 3 pairs of shoes..damn it..
1 pair of high heels coast me Rm89.90
1 pair of flat shoes coast me Rm49.90
1 pair of sandles coast me Rm39.90
whhooo.....it's been a long time i din buy so many shoes in a goal..
ngekngek..happy happy!!
but once look into my purse, heart start to pain le T____T

sigh sigh sigh...
after sebarkas went to pick simon ting from school and went to pick vanessa from her house..
we went to food fair like 6pm..but was there untill 10pm something.. =_=
im very smelly..i smells like sotong...haha...
i really hate the smell la..duhh...

reached home direct go take bath n sleep le loo...

Food Fair again

2010-08-11T20:35:00.003+08:00

10/08/2010 Tuesday

after work it's already 8pm.
had a date with colleagues to Food Fair.
we went there, but it's having rain..
hmm...we used umbrella to walk here n there..=P
looked very funny..haha..

luckily the rain stopped when we wanted to take pictures.

=) i love this pic alot..

4 leng lui's
me, winifred, michelle & anastasia

anastasia, michelle, winifred n me

us again =)

me n sia

me n michelle

we went to the stage there watching peoples having singing contest.
well, there's a guy who i met in facebook named Jeff Law was having contest there..
he got 1st runner up =) congratulations!

The Last Airbender

2010-08-09T19:14:00.003+08:00

08/08/2010 Sunday

sunday usually finished work at 6pm =)
after work, me n colleagues went to Boulevard shopping. but i bought nothing.

me n anastasia

me n winifred

i met dear there, she asked me wanna go movie or not..watch the last airbender!
of coz i want! im waiting for the movie for so long already~ hmm...

do i looks like Korean? hmm..
some people said some of my pictures look like korean...=_= do i?
haha...and...i dun use wig k?
all of my hair are all my real hair..
even though sometimes it is straight or curl, it's still my real hair =_=

after boulevard, we went to The Spring's KFC to had dinner..haha..
coz it's easier for me to go movie later..
so after KFC i direct go watch my movie le loo....

The Last Airbender

and u guys know wad?
i found that The Last Airbender looks like one of my friend named *wong chee pin* can find him in facebook.
and The Fire Bender looks like my another friend named *Alex Ung* can find him in facebook too. haha...really looks alike loo...

the movie not bad la..but too bad that it's still got a few more episod to go...

Pavillion With Beth & Cheryl's b'day

2010-08-08T18:59:00.004+08:00

07/08/2010 Saturday

Beth called me and asked me to go Pavillion.
had nothing to do, so just said Yes to her =)

after prepare everything, we went to pick Simon Ting & Jerald Chua from Ocean Cyber.
ngekngek~ Beth driving skills is really so DANGEROUS! damn it!
i gonna die if there's really an accident happen..

was quite boring at pavillion that night though...
but there's something very interesting happen!
there's a girl i know before, we were quite good last time at school.
but then, because of a boy..she had a big quarrel with me, then we ended up our friendship.
since that day, she kept on spreading all the rumors of me n betrayed me.
i started to hate her so much!
i remembered one day, she tried to add me in facebook, i accepted her.
then she comment me in facebook, i ever think of wanna reply her.
but then, i deleted her in my facebook! i still cant forgive her.
so, that night..she saw me there. she still have the face to come to my front and shake hand with me! damn it.
but i din ignore her la, just simply shake hand with her then i went away. ngekngek~ i know im bad enough! but who cares! sighz!

in the middle of no where, i met quite alot of my friends there..
Cheryl Chong! we used to be so good last time when we're in the same dance studio..
but then now, we were all busy for our own things.
it's her birthday dat night. i din know it.
until the next day saw her wall post in facebook just then i know it.
well, sing u a birtthday song =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

someone, Cheryl, me n Beth

was kena drag to the pole to dance with them =-=

me n vanessa

me n vanessa & beth's finger!

me n beth

angel & angel =)

after pavillion, we went to core..
coz beth wanna play songs, just that pavillion dont allow =(
so she went to core, and i was there doing nothing but sitting there watching her and waiting for her.

it's like 1.30am something, we left core..
and heard that there's someone fighting at Check-In..
i drove Beth's car to pick up Beth from Emperor..
and there's someone who quarrel till fighting at Emperor..
sighz...fight for wad? sehkia meh....sien..

SALT

2010-08-07T18:53:00.001+08:00

06/08/2010 Friday

went to watch WHO IS SALT?
actually wanna watch the last airbender one, but there's no more sit! it's full!!!

so went to pick simon ting up at food fair.

and we watch Angelina Jolie's Salt!

SALT

this movie is great! it's kinda like resident evil the girl character! omg~~
they're so sak!! whoo...how i wish im one of them..
but of coz i know i will have many risk =_=
haha....

simon ting is very noisy during the movie..damn it!!!

Food Fair with church friends n him n the mom

2010-08-04T19:24:00.002+08:00

03/08/2010 Tuesday

the whole day he seems like very un-normal.
he din really call me like he used to.
he din really talked to me like he used to.
like there's something change from a sudden.
and i know wad will happen next.

we went to church.
along the way, we din talk.
even in the church we're just like a stranger..
he do his, i do mine.

after church, he walked alone and left me behind.
get into the car, we're just so quiet that we're not used to be.
but i know, wad will happen next.
i just waited him to talk to me. yes, i m waiting.

i reached home, after my bath.
he called me.
he said: it's better if we be friends.
i ask: why?
he said: no reason.
i said: okie for the break up, but not okie for being friends.
then we just ended like this.

im not heart pain or anything. but then i felt very happy =_=
i dunno why. haha...but this released me. =)

all the promises that u had promised turns into lies!

02/08/2010 Monday

After work, he picked me up.
went to his home to pick up his mom to food fair.
and we're there with our church friends =_= hmm.. i still cant get used to it.
i felt very weird whenever i with him. okie, whatever..

but i walked alone at food fair that night, he was walking with his mom..
but he din talk with me..and just left me behind =_=
it's okie, i just walked alone...i stopped when i wanna stopped..i dun give a damn!

and, we met a bunch of girls at there, they were from chms1 last time.
they pulled him to aside...i know, they sure telling him bout my bad things..
but, sighz.. i just ignore it..i walked away alone to the bridal booth.
it's my last time working place..i talked with my tauke and the workers there.

actually, i dun really give a damn bout all the rumors...sighz..

FOOD Fair!

2010-07-31T17:26:00.000+08:00

30/07/2010 Friday

it's Friday, and it's 30th of July..it's coming to the end of the July..
sighz...time really passes so fast dat i have no time to plan for my next day..
i have no time to do my own things in a day..haiz haiz haiz..

in these few days when im with Him(kelvin), he brought me to church..
to Blessed Church.
actually i dun have any religion. coz i dun like it.
i dun really believes in those things such as god or whatever.
i believe in myself.
my mom n sis used to force me to go many type of church but ended i will get quarrel with them.
i can never accept all these religious, i dunno why.
and Blessed Church, actually i been there once. my sis n mom brought me there.
but then ended up my face was black like wad, and i din talk to them for several days.
from that day onwards, they never forced me to any religious.

but, it turns to Him who brought me there..
whatever, i tried to do whatever he wants me to.
1 week 7 days, sunday, tuesday, wednesday n thursday, sometimes even friday..i must follow him to church..and he said sooner i need to go church on saturday too =_=
i just nodded my head..i listened to him..

he dun really let me out with my friends. he dun let =_=
he wanted me to stay at home..=_=
and just like everyone who knows me..
im a very outgoing girl, and u tied me at home? i'll be crazy soon.
sometimes we even quarrel coz of this..fuck man..
he said, wad for u having alot of friends? it's useless to have many friends..
oh well, maybe for u...but not for me..my friends stand with me whenever im..
dun let put ur past at me. fuck~ sometimes i just really feels like ending this fucking relationship. grr!

friday night, went to Food Fair with colleagues.
i think im gonna gain my weight coz of this food fair thingy =_=
haha..

shirley n me

winifred, shirley, chanelle n me

us again..

there's quite alot of people there..whoo..start to eat n eat n eat n eat.....=_=

food fair & movie

2010-07-25T18:52:00.005+08:00

26/07/2010 Monday

It's the 2nd day of the Food Fair (Kuching Festival)..every year will held on the August..
of coz im going there! i will never miss it!

monday, i took off from the office..
coz wanna accompany my dear ma~ loves!
me n dear went to the fortune teller..
the fortune teller told me that my life is not good..blablablabla...okie..i knew it from the very early when my mom went to every fortune teller, and they said the same thing. i know i know..
sighz! ='( why? i dunno..

then we went to hock lee to shop~ haha..we bought a same singlet..got a skull on it de.
then went to wash our hair at carino.

went food fair with dear, simon n met Juliana there..
actually nothing special there..just as normal as before.

24/07/2010 Saturday

after work, after having my nap, after prepare everything..
it's time to wait dear came to pick me up for movie =)
we went satok to have our dinner 1st! Ayam Penyet! haha...

then laogong called me...=_= asked me why so late just then go out.
i asked him whether wanna go movie with us or not. he said okie lo..
then i bought his ticket too when we arrive Star Cineplex.

we watched a Thailand ghost movie. the wallpaper seems like very scary.
coz it writen: thailand 1st most horror movie, dont watch if u're alone!

9 Temples

and laogong was very noisy during movie..cibai!
i hate people disturb me when i m concentrate on doing my things..fuck..argghh..
sometimes i just found that he's still like a small kid =_= very childish. i dunno why..
his attitude made me so sick..isshhh...and he makes me embarrassing sometimes when we're out. goshh!

but then the movie was
REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY......

*speechlees*
damn...this is the most stupid n funny horror movie i ever watched!
i've no idea how they came out with the MOST HORROR MOVIE in thailand..
i think there's alot more thailand horror movie more scarier than this stupid movie.

after movie, we went home le lurhh...

23/07/2010 Friday

winifred went to buy a pet at the pet house behind our shop there, she bought a Chiwawa! damn cute!
but im in love with another one..a POODLE! omg~~ so so so so so so cute!
and it dont bark..very guai de...=( i wanna have one!

The Inception

2010-07-20T10:51:00.002+08:00

19/07/2010 Monday

it's monday. and i had a date with a guy =_=
actually he's my customer that came to do facial before.
and we always met at somewhere outside there and i couldn't remember who he is.
until the day i met him at 101 just then i remember who he is.

he asked me out for movie, so okie lo..just out for movie.
and before movie, we went sushi king to had my dinner.
and he fed me =_= since that onwards, we had a crash on each other.

we watched

The Inception

actually i dun really understand wad movie is this..
it's something like u're dreaming? hmm...i dun get it..
i found very stupid this movie..=_=

and, i started a relationship with him =_=
his name is Kelvin Ling, one of my colleagues Michelle Ling's cousin.
and he's 11 years old older than me =_=
hmm....i dunno why..just..let time to do the choice.

Wedding Dress

2010-07-19T18:26:00.002+08:00

18/07/2010 Sunday

introduce u guys a song that im in love with..hehe.

Tae Yang-Wedding Dress

J-Ryez-Wedding Dress (english version)

i really love this song alot n alot~~~~~

sunday night, went to 木木小屋 small wooden house with dear n lawrence chang, and adeline ang.
after that, we went to K Box sing k again...
lawrence chang diansui that night =_= simply sing...swt.....and play with the champagne made us wet in there..cb~~

Pavillion Night!!

2010-07-18T10:57:00.001+08:00

17/07/2010 Saturday

saturday! clubbing day again.
went to pavillion~~~~
to see my Mr.Fayment Teo..
ahemm ahemm..haha..i miss him alot XD

but that night at pavillion i dunno why i dun really have the mood to club.
was feeling quite sleepy that night that i almost fall asleep at there..! omg!
cant believe it. =_=

amy n me

evon n me

she's using wig!! hahaha....looks funny =_=
it's like almost 1.30am we left pavillion and we went to petanak to drink n eat.
it's having heavy rain that i hard to drive! damn it.

we sat at petanak like more than an hour..
and after all, we sent elvin home..
his house was like cb far! somewhere in the middle of the jungle at 7th mile..
gosh...i think i will get lost in the middle of the night =_=...scary!

Street Dance 3D

2010-07-16T10:49:00.001+08:00

15/07/2010 Thursday

Eric Phe kept on asking me wanna out or not.
since i had nothing to do, i searched for movie and asked him wanna go movie or not rather than had no place to go.
he said okie, so i asked dear n kanghua to go too =)

we went to watch Street Dance 3D
it's a great movie! i love this movie very very very very very much!
coz i love to dance! dance dance dance dance~~~
OMG! it's a very nice movie....and the dance are excellent! OMG!!!!
wooo.....im lovin it!!

STREET DANCE 3D

and the guy that dance ballet inside quite handsome too XD
ballet! i miss my ballet class last time..
was learning ballet for 5 years but then i stopped it..quit it.. =(
coz it's too hard! and im more into modern dance...sighz..so i just quit it since i was busy with my school works too..

went sushi king & watch ong bak3

2010-07-15T10:54:00.001+08:00

14/07/2010 Wednesday

it's my offday again!
went out with ryo, ju & simon..
had no where to go so just go around...
and night i have a date with SamSam!!!
it's been a long time that i din see him since he had his very serious accident!
he asked me out for dinner at sushi king =) haha..
so when it's time, i went there to meet him.

it's very happy when i met him. even though his face had change.
i mean, his face really changed cause of the accident.
he's not as handsome as before.
but, really thanks to god that he's still alive! hmm..

after the dinner, i waited for dear to come.
we went to watched Ong Bak3 with kanghua, simon, phevous, amy, lynx & evon.

Ong Bak 3

i never watch Ong Bak1 n 2..
so i dun really know wad had happen.
it's just like some part of the movie is quite funny..
haha..that made me laughed quite alot =_=
but the movie still okie la.....not really interested with it.

K Box night

2010-07-14T09:43:00.001+08:00

13/07/2010 Tuesday

tuesday, any where to go? no place! sighz.
luckily they wanted to go sing k..if not i sure bored till death!

we went to K Box to sing that night!
simon ting said he know how to sing all of the songs..
evon selecteda song for him. u know wad song is that?
ALHAMDULILAH-P. RAMLEE
ahahahahahahhaha...but then he still know how to sing.. i mean he just simply sing till quite like the song =_=

sing sing sing, play play play..
was very cold inside the room..
i dun like it. damn..

The Twillight Saga ECLIPSE

2010-07-12T10:08:00.001+08:00

11/07/2010 Sunday

SUNDAY!!!
went to watch The Twilight Saga Eclipse with dear n kanghua~
never miss one of the movie! it's really a great movie...haha..
but i like jacob more in this movie. wad u think?

The Twilight Sage Eclipse

cant wait for the next episode....