13/10/2010 Wednesday

Wednesday, it comes to my offday again!
slept till afternoon 1pm, waiting for calls confirm for who and where having lunch later.
woke up and get ready for everything then went to pick Cindii & Jason from their house.
going to town having chicken rice with josephine, diinson & leon.
we all ate till very very very super duper full!

after our lunch, me n leon wanted to go for car wash.
but then the others kept on complained dun need car wash coz it's going to rain later.
but then, we still wanted to go...in the end after the car wash.
the sky really rained very heavily! damn it.

after car wash, i sent my car to service.
leon came to pick me up with the others in the car.
went to my bank to take money then went to pay my car loan.
sighz, im broke enough. i need money!
then we went back to the service centre to take my car. =)

our next location is the spring! going to have our movie later.
we bought the ticket, and i saw something very surprised!
i saw beth n kim walked together!..whoooo! there should be something i guess.
was quite disappointed when i saw them, i know my tears dropped at that moment.
it quite hurts me ='(
we went to airport to meet josephine and ally there! they bring their poodles there for?? i dunno too.. hmm..
then we going back to the spring. for waiting the movie. but while waiting for the movie, we went to sugarbun to have our dinner there.

we watched Detective Dee, this movie was choosen by Diinson.
he said alot of people said that this movie not bad, very nice!



but i found this movie quite boring @@, i dun really like this movie. i dunno why.
i dun like the contents, it's quite un-logic. was almost fall asleep during the movie.
but it was too cold that i was freezing inside, cant sleep.

after the movie, we went to Open Air to have dinner again coz Josephine not yet eat.
but i din eat la, just drank my longan drink.
leon left 1st, he's going to platform with his friends.
but he asked me to go along after they left.
so i went there, but diinson them went there too.. hahahaha..
they were surprised when they saw me there.

i left quite early from Platform, coz i felt like going to Fusion cafe.
went to Fusion cafe, kim n beth was there. okie, this is weird.
they two kept on sticking with each other since the night after kuching park.
heartaches damn much but i cant said out.

beth promised me wont fall in love to kim.
i believed her. this is wad she promised me.


12/10/2010 Tuesday


after work, went to my dance class.
after dance class, went to Fusion Cafe to meet up the rest of them there.
Ivy going to celebrate her birthday again at Platform.
and she's going to KL the next day.
after drinking i went to massage at ThienJing.
was tired and exhausted , maybe because of playing to much drugs?
sighz..

i dunno why i become like this.
im not the old angel anymore. the innocent one?
nowadays...smoking, drinking, taking drugs is just like my life.
everyday cant live without. why? i don't know.
the only reason is because i still love him so much? that i couldn't live without.



11/10/2010 Monday

i din go anywhere today.
just stayed at home updating my blog.
called kim, she said she having a serious headache in the car and cant drive home.
i was very nervous that i wanted to go have a look on her.
but then she said it's okie. she can drive and will msg me when she reached home.
i waited for her call for so damn long, but in the end she did msg me.
just a msg, i just can sleep safely.

i started to think alot of things that bout me n kim.
hmm..do i really like her? or maybe i just like her but im not in love with her.
okie fine, just make a deal. she'll always be my friend, and we're impossible to be together.
even if i do love her, i dont think my family will accept this kind of lesbian relationship?
i gonna get kill by my mom. fine, i just found that i love him more =(
i need u baobei, where u? sighz.






10/10/2010 Sunday


was really boring after work.
went home and did nothing.
update my blog n update my facebook.
wanted to watch my DVD but ryo called me out to have dinner.

we went to Kado to have my chicken spaghetti & my jasmine green tea with jelly!
online, chit-chat alot of rubbish there.
just when until i tired, then went home.
reached home direct went to back without thinking. coz im TIRED!
ggrrr!!! the results of din diansui for tonight.

Labels: hanging outz, lifelesss