I am PROUD of my HEART,
it's been
PLAYED
STABBED
CHEATED
BURNED
and
BROKEN.
But somehow, it still WORKS.

☠ Listen My Life ☠

September 30, 2010

late late night

30/09/2010 Thursday

thursday, had a gathering night at richmond with alex ung, cindii, jason kon, michelle chong and some swimburne students.
had fun by saying some bad stuffs bout a girl that we had so much and kept on suan-ning alex with some stuffs!

mln! IM ENGAGED!!!!
hahahahahahahahaa.....

after richmond, we went to Kado 2nd round for limteh.
julian n his friends came to meet us too.
was talking craps and playing around.
and we never notice that it's already 12am.

it's time to go home, on the way sending cindii back.
i dunno why i will turned to brighten square.
it seems like very automatically that i will turn there.
maybe my 6 sense told me that kim was there.
and hell yeah.... she's there. should i said we got fate? hahha..
she went to my car and zoe came along too.
then we went to platform awhile and it's time to go home.



每天都要见到你,
才能够睡得安稳。

你是我的毒品,
而我已经上瘾。

好想你 [金]



恋上忧伤的味道,
注定此生蹉跎坎坷。

记忆里风花雪月的拥抱,
此刻却像繁星般陨落。

任凭双手合十许下无数的誓言,
也阻挡不了你离去的心愿。






29/09/2010 Wednesday

it's my offday! but i have to work half day =(
had a date with Jaycee for breakfast, but we had lunch coz i got house chores to do in the morning.
we went to 101 姚记 to eat laksa.
then went to fetch Cindii from home and sent jaycee back to office.
then cindii accompany me go to clinic to take my medicine again..
yaya..again n again.

after that put her down at swimburne and im off to work.
but my sis asked me back home to rest.
i have no place to go, so went to find mervyn limteh at town.
then kim told me that she was at Platform, and it was 5pm =_=
i went over to meet her.
=) miss my kim very muchie!!!
ivy was there too... hehehe..ivy is very cute lo..

after platform, went to MJC condominium, evon's house.
went there to have a rest then meet beth on facebook.
and we're going to limteh.
went to her house waiting for her to make up n stuffs.
then i go back home to put my car and beth pick me up.
we went to platform to find kim n zoe 1st,
after that we went to fetch lorenzo since he always wanted to go limteh with beth.

then we went to peach garden to gather with lizard, edward and the others that all from green road.
and im left out when the back of our table were all chms1 student and it was beth classmates.
grrr! so i was there sitting like an idiot doing nothing but listening to them talking shits.

so, when it's time to go. lorenzo said he dun wanna go home and wanted to follow beth @@
we were like..wtf! he want beth to put me home and he want to be with beth alone.
no way! beth live so near with me, why should she fly here n there?
when we stopped at the traffic light, lorenzo get off from the car and just walked off like dat..
walao..! is he crazy? hmm..he's never been normal.

so we turned to platform and saw zoe walking to her car.
she jumped to our car and we all had a talk in the car.
beth was really moody after that incident.

but everything is alright then.



原来我的所作所为就像个笑话,
在你们眼里根本没有我的存在。
没关系,把我当透明就好。

但,
今天看到你还关心我的那一刻,
我真的很开心。
感觉到一切好像又有了希望。

好想你 [金]



因为欲望,
因为自私,
因为绝望,
因为我的因为,
所以才会让我变的如此狠心,
如此的不畏惧身边任何一人及事物。






28/09/2010 Tuesday

damn! Lala just got her Iphone 4 16gb...
grrrr!!! i want one also =(

me n cindii went to lala house just to teach her how to use her iphone.
hmm..i think i better not get an iphone, coz it's too mahuan..
need to upgrade jailbreak this and that..need use itunes and stuffs like that..
the camera not clear, no flash light...hmm...



it's only fun for gaming n facebook nia..
okie, better dun waste money.
i wanna buy a laptop!!! pink color laptop =) or pure white. hmm..
and yea..since that night jason kon aka ahpui came to my house to play my computer,
he just direct switched it off by pressing the cpu button =_= and all the things were still not yet close, so it causes my pc damage diao..condemn le loo..cant use liao lo..sien..
now im using office's notebook to update my blog n stuffs...
ggrrr!!!! si ahpui...... =(

after lala house, we were craving for MCD's ice cream.
but the MCD in town had no parking space for me, but actually got one.
just that i dunno how to side parking? and it had been parked by an OPA.
a big OPA can parked, how come my Small myvi cant? i know, im failed in my parking part..
please dun blame me.

suddenly i thinking of my KIM. called her to ask her for drink.
she said she was at FUSHION Cafe, need go there to pick her up to get her car at Platform.
so i turned to Fushion to pick her, then we went to airport's MCD for ice-cream.

along the way to the air-port. i dunno wad's wrong with my driving.
Kim seems so scare when im driving. she kept on asking me to change sit with her and she gonna drive there.
okie, fine.. i changed sit with her when we're at the traffic light.
and cindii said, she felt safe after we changed sit..
wtf! am i that danger when im driving?

& yeah! we reached MCD!
holding hands tightly with KIM walking in the airport and we met Jaycee..
she was kinda surprised to see us.


mine


cindii's

after ice cream we went out from the air port for smoking.


me n KIM

her face looked so diansui =_=
after airport, we went to Platform and Kim wanna get her car.
she's going to Superstar, so the rest of us were sitting at Toast Bar drinking and talking.
lala was using the wifi at toast bar just to download her games and stuffs =-=
then when it's time for them to go home, i just sent them home.
Kim message me that she missed me, and i replied that i miss her too.
she asked me to go superstar to find her. but then that time i was still on the way sending lala back home.
by rushing to 4th mile that time, kim said she have to send her friend home and will go Jazz & Blue after that. so asked me to wait her at there.

waited for quite long until i almost fall asleep.
finally my kim is here for me.
hehehe..
and there's many thing happen that night.
it's a memory for me.
happy happy =)
was home by 2am




发现,我每天都要见到你。
哪怕,只有几秒钟的时间。
真的,就只要看着你就好。

好想你 [金]



有天当你想起我,
时间已摆平所有的错,
也学会不再问为什么。
直到有一天,
面对爱情开始吝啬,
会不会怀念当初的炙热?
一路上经过各自曲折,
直到有一天,
选某个人相濡以沫。





27/09/2010 Monday

after work, i went to platform.. i dunno why.
i just drove there myself and i called zoe & kim to come out.
was sitting in kim's car doing nothing but watching at her to do her stuffs'
okie, just let me call Kim as a HE, but Not SHE! im not used to it even though he's a she.
but then now, she acts like a HE..so can i just call her a HE?
okie, this is confusing.. @@ wadever. he or she will always be KIM.

but then, that night i had already promised andrianna dear n jinwang them go to have a sing at vs9 or some other places else.
but, surely vs9 gonna be very full, so we wanted to go platform. but then it's full too.
jinwang suggested to go Sensation since there's also a karaoke room.
but then when we reached there, they said the sound system for karaoke had already spoiled.
so, we just stayed there after drank one jar of our beer by playing some stupid game stuffs.

jinwang craving for foods, so we went to peach garden to eat. after eat then send them home =_=
lame right? i have to fly from jln song to mjc just to bring them home.

after that i went to jazz & blue just to find kim there.
okie, i dunno why..just don ask me if i like kim or love kim or wadever shit.
even though i said i like her, does anyone believe that im in love with a girl?
okie, just accept that, I LIKE HER! seriously, i do.

and i reached home at 1.30am?
damn..im tired for sure.



不懂你还记得你那晚牵我的手,
走过的那条小巷。
我多么的希望,

那小巷是永无止尽,

好让我们一起牵着手走到永远。

好想你 [金]



不能表达太多,
不能述说太多,

得不到释怀,

得不到笑颜,

我们剩下的仅仅就是莫言莫语,

这就是得不到解脱的爱情。
留下的只有忧伤跟悲痛,

同样也得不到理解。

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