had a date with Odie n Lyanne.
we went Fusion to meet up Zoe.
Gigi & Christina come along too.
was sitting at Fusion talking trash till almost time for our movie.
this movie not bad, actually it's better than Detective Dee.
i remember one of the quotes in the movie.
after movie, we went to Flamingo for singing & drinking.
was really angry and fade up bout kim.
so lyanne teaches me to burn her up.
just let it to be BURNED.
sorry..
us. with our memories.
Lyanne leave us 1st, lucas came to pick her back home.
so left me n odie. odie n me was moody. sighz.
so we played snooker there.
i found that only the time i smoke while playing snooker just the balls will get in.
after flamingo then go home lo. it's already 2am dy.
16/10/2010 Saturdaywent to Fusion at night.
Zoe dated me there.
alone sitting there waiting for Zoe to arrive.
beth n kim was here too. we sat together.
once i saw them, my heart aches so bad and i dunno why.
i know they're together. but no one tells me.
zoe arrived but she sat at another table.
so i changed sit to there. but beth n kim changed place to our sits too.
cing lee came, and she sat another table. zoe went to her place to sit, i just followed.
my mood swing that night, coz something had happen. sighz.
i dont wish this happen. i know, we're still friends right? no matter what. i forgive u.
kim n beth went clubbing that night.
left me, sharon n zoe at fusion.
we're at fusion till 3am in the morning.
was talking this and that, had fun =)
thanks Sharon & Zoe for accompany me that night.
i will feel alright soon.
[金]
我会放弃你，
只因为我还是很爱他。
15/10/2010 Fridayit's Friday!!! =）
going out with my babes! Josephine Bannavong & Cindii..
with Diinson, Leon, Jason, Niq & JiaSheng.
after work, i direct went to 101 to find jo n the others there.
was sitting there limteh with them and waiting for jason & cindii to come.
but they were busy gambling at somewhere.
waited for so long, but they still din arrive.
so we changed place to Room18, coz feeling like wanna sing k?
saw some familiar people inside there.
this is the very 1st time i heard jiasheng singing.
he sang one of the song and his sound was really like girl sound! OMG.
and he had a great voice same as Sam Lee.
after room18, we went to Petanak to have our supper.
and it's time to go home =)
只想你看我多一眼，
只想你想我多一点。
[他]
14/10/2010 Thursdayafter work, i dated Stella Lo out!
it's been ages i din see her. i guess it's already for few years?
hmm..i miss her very much!
went to pick her up at somewhere chonglin plaza.
then we went to Fusion. met up beth n kim.
they were like very surprised when they saw me.
i knew wad happen. but all i can is just kept quiet.
was sitting there having a big chit-chat with them.
feeling quite alright after those. hmm..
i dunno wad had happen to me.. i really dunno.
i start confusing on who i want and who i love.
him or her? or neither both? i really dunno. sighz.
fine, just leave it.
是不是你一直都在我的心里。
所以我一直都放不下你？
赖斯平！
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detective dee
13/10/2010 WednesdayWednesday, it comes to my offday again!
slept till afternoon 1pm, waiting for calls confirm for who and where having lunch later.
woke up and get ready for everything then went to pick Cindii & Jason from their house.
going to town having chicken rice with josephine, diinson & leon.
we all ate till very very very super duper full!
after our lunch, me n leon wanted to go for car wash.
but then the others kept on complained dun need car wash coz it's going to rain later.
but then, we still wanted to go...in the end after the car wash.
the sky really rained very heavily! damn it.
after car wash, i sent my car to service.
leon came to pick me up with the others in the car.
went to my bank to take money then went to pay my car loan.
sighz, im broke enough. i need money!
then we went back to the service centre to take my car. =)
our next location is the spring! going to have our movie later.
we bought the ticket, and i saw something very surprised!
i saw beth n kim walked together!..whoooo! there should be something i guess.
was quite disappointed when i saw them, i know my tears dropped at that moment.
it quite hurts me ='(
we went to airport to meet josephine and ally there! they bring their poodles there for?? i dunno too.. hmm..
then we going back to the spring. for waiting the movie. but while waiting for the movie, we went to sugarbun to have our dinner there.
we watched Detective Dee, this movie was choosen by Diinson.
he said alot of people said that this movie not bad, very nice!
Detective Dee
but i found this movie quite boring @@, i dun really like this movie. i dunno why.
i dun like the contents, it's quite un-logic. was almost fall asleep during the movie.
but it was too cold that i was freezing inside, cant sleep.
after the movie, we went to Open Air to have dinner again coz Josephine not yet eat.
but i din eat la, just drank my longan drink.
leon left 1st, he's going to platform with his friends.
but he asked me to go along after they left.
so i went there, but diinson them went there too.. hahahaha..
they were surprised when they saw me there.
i left quite early from Platform, coz i felt like going to Fusion cafe.
went to Fusion cafe, kim n beth was there. okie, this is weird.
they two kept on sticking with each other since the night after kuching park.
heartaches damn much but i cant said out.
beth promised me wont fall in love to kim.
i believed her. this is wad she promised me.12/10/2010 Tuesdayafter work, went to my dance class.
after dance class, went to Fusion Cafe to meet up the rest of them there.
Ivy going to celebrate her birthday again at Platform.
and she's going to KL the next day.
after drinking i went to massage at ThienJing.
was tired and exhausted , maybe because of playing to much drugs?
sighz..
i dunno why i become like this.
im not the old angel anymore. the innocent one?
nowadays...smoking, drinking, taking drugs is just like my life.
everyday cant live without. why? i don't know.
the only reason is because i still love him so much? that i couldn't live without.
只发现到，到了最后，我的最爱，爱的还是你。永远的[他]
11/10/2010 Mondayi din go anywhere today.
just stayed at home updating my blog.
called kim, she said she having a serious headache in the car and cant drive home.
i was very nervous that i wanted to go have a look on her.
but then she said it's okie. she can drive and will msg me when she reached home.
i waited for her call for so damn long, but in the end she did msg me.
just a msg, i just can sleep safely.
i started to think alot of things that bout me n kim.
hmm..do i really like her? or maybe i just like her but im not in love with her.
okie fine, just make a deal. she'll always be my friend, and we're impossible to be together.
even if i do love her, i dont think my family will accept this kind of lesbian relationship?
i gonna get kill by my mom. fine, i just found that i love him more =(
i need u baobei, where u? sighz.
每当我想起你，我就会点一根烟。告诉自己，只可以想你直到这根烟吸完为止。永远的唯一。[他]
10/10/2010 Sundaywas really boring after work.
went home and did nothing.
update my blog n update my facebook.
wanted to watch my DVD but ryo called me out to have dinner.
we went to Kado to have my chicken spaghetti & my jasmine green tea with jelly!
online, chit-chat alot of rubbish there.
just when until i tired, then went home.
reached home direct went to back without thinking. coz im TIRED!
ggrrr!!! the results of din diansui for tonight.
朋友们都问我，为什么没有戴着你送我的项链。我回答说，你已成了我的回忆，只想把它好好的收藏起来。*你送的礼物，是我维持下去的力量。*唯一的[他]
Labels: hanging outz, lifelesss
